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    Broken Promises and Shattered Hearts – (Chapter: Chapter 5)

    Story written on May 23, 2007 by snowdrop1026.
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    Story Shortlink: https://www.assertive-maroon-jellyfish.104-250-143-187.cpanel.site/?p=12350
    Author Notes:

    Spencer looks back at prom, and wishes she could do things differently….

    You know it’s funny. My mom always thought it would be Ashley who would hurt me, but it was the other way around. I think back to all the good times we had together. Walks on the beach, picnics in the park, going to the movies, the things we did were endless. She always made sure that we had fun. She loved me so much. And I knew it was difficult for her to let me in, but she did after a while. Those concrete walls chipped away, and finally collapsed right before me.

    She was exposed. Vulnerable. I remember thinking how even though it was rare to see, I never wanted to see her like that again. And I made it my life’s mission to always make sure she felt loved, and that she was happy. I never thought in a million years I could be he cause of her pain. Her agony. If someone told me this years ago, I would tell them they are crazy. But the truth of the matter is, I did it and to this day I have no justifiable answer as to why I did it.

    Sure I can blame it on the fact that she chose Aiden, but she didn’t choose him. She was right when she said Aiden and Kyla were back together. Aiden and Kyla confronted me, and all I did was laugh in their face and walk away. But inside I was dying. I was a living inferno consuming myself from the inside out. Everything I had put her through was for nothing. And even after I knew the truth, I still didn’t back down. I kept going. How fucked up is that? Even after everything I put her through, I still wanted to hurt her. I wanted to make her hurt. And this time, I didn’t need a reason. I just did it, to do it.

    Days had passed after our parking lot incident. I still insulted her on a daily basis. I watched as pieces of her died each day. She became thin. Pale. Dark circles under her eyes. She became a reflection of what she use to be. She was wasting away right before my eyes, and I did nothing. I just added insult to injury. I was watching the love of my life, the person I would go to hell for and back, die. I was watching her slowly kill herself little by little, day by day.

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    3. I just caught up on this fic and i’m dying! How can someone do that? And Spencer obviously has mental issues cause she talks to herself and she doesnt even know why she’s doing all of this. And you can be scared and hurt, but not want to do this stuff. And poor Ash…there’s no coming back once you’ve been broken down. Especially if the one breaking you down is the one you love and trust with everything. The only way out for her was death or Spencer, and she had the choice made for her. My heart is seriously hurting for Ash. I love the fic…you’re a really good writer. PMS!

    4. omg stopp this madness i am still crying from the last post and then you dropped this on me hurry up and get to the part where they love each other again. pms

    7. I just caught up on this fic and i’m dying! How can someone do that? And Spencer obviously has mental issues cause she talks to herself and she doesnt even know why she’s doing all of this. And you can be scared and hurt, but not want to do this stuff. And poor Ash…there’s no coming back once you’ve been broken down. Especially if the one breaking you down is the one you love and trust with everything. The only way out for her was death or Spencer, and she had the choice made for her. My heart is seriously hurting for Ash. I love the fic…you’re a really good writer. PMS!

    8. omg stopp this madness i am still crying from the last post and then you dropped this on me hurry up and get to the part where they love each other again. pms

    11. ohno, you’re killing me with this..spencer’s so terrible, ashley doesn’t deserve this, she’s dying of a broken heart…there’s no way spencer could ever take back what she did or what she’s going to do. this is really heart-breaking to read. but please pms

    12. ohno, you’re killing me with this..spencer’s so terrible, ashley doesn’t deserve this, she’s dying of a broken heart…there’s no way spencer could ever take back what she did or what she’s going to do. this is really heart-breaking to read. but please pms

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