In my four years of high school i’ve been through a hell of a lot. I watched my best friends grow a part. I watched someone i loved turn their back to me. I watched myself start to disappear, and I watched someone bring me back. I learned to take responsibility for someone else’s mistakes. I learned that in order to love someone, you have to love yourself. I learned that my friends aren’t who they seem to be. It’s quite funny how in a matter of a year, my best friends who i used to know pretty much everything about, I know nothing of anymore. How i had to watch as my past became my present and how i had to change so my present wouldn’t become my future. I watched someone who said they would fight for me, walk right out of my life. I remember how much it hurt when they said they didnt care anymore. I remember holding on to everyone and everything that i knew and i remember finally letting go when i realized that nothing was worth my time. I remember the way things used to be and how i used to miss it, but as i think about it, i dont miss the old me. Someone changed me this year, did someone change you?

"Ash!" Spencer said.

"Huh, what?" I replied.

"Wow, where’d you go there babe?"

"Sorry, got lost in my thoughts. Um I’ll be at your house around 2:30 okay?"

"Yeah babe whatever you say." She replied giving me a kiss.

Spencer carlin, the varsity middle hitter for our school volleyball team. The blonde girl that walked around with confidence radiating off her skin. Shes strong on the surface but not all the way through. She’s my best friend but most importantly shes my girlfriend. We met in the sixth grade at a basketball camp, surprisingly she thought I was pretty "ba" but in reality I was just a loser with an a hole of a boyfriend. We started talking when i was dating this one kid named Jim, we were freshman’s than. In the process of talking to her I also dated a girl named Selena, she cheated on me. Thanks to her this thing we call "us" started. I’ve never been quite comfortable with letting people in. I’ve been through so much that people just gave me reasons to push everyone out. She just broke down all my walls and opened my eyes to a different side of life. They say that the grass is always greener on the other side. She showed me that other side. She helped me to see that it’s okay to be afraid and to let your guards down. She showed me how to love again.

Enough with our story though. It will all unravel in time. Im now on my way to see

my gorgeous girlfriend. You know walking to her house is taking forever considering i

cant drive because my sister needed the car. So knowing me i decided to improvise and skate but you know because ohio has such horrible construction workers theres cracks in the sidewalks and they’re like immensely huge ones too. So looks like i cant skate.

Finally making it to her street and skating up to her house, I walked to the back and approached the door, not only to see spencer looking sexy but technically half naked.

"Hey there beautiful." I said smiling.

"Hey." She replid blushing.

I pulled her in for a kiss. You know the first time we kissed she was so nervous that after it happened I felt like I had pushed her into it and she didnt want it to happen. There’s something about the way that we kiss that drives me over the edge. It’s like her lips are addicting and especially because shes only wearing a sports bra and shorts I’m a little more needy than usual.

"Was this necessary?" I say while slowly undressing her with my eyes.

God damn is she fucking hot. Her body is just, mesmorizing? Perhaps beyond that.

I love the way it reacts under my touch.

"Mhm,oh yes." She replies biting her lip.

"Really now, Do you wanna go up to your room?"

"Sure, why not?" She replies smirking.

Im in for it now.

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TBC

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