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    Past Perfect – (Chapter: 1)

    My eyes shuttered open as a sound filled my ears. Crying. I turned over, Spencer was still fast asleep. I crept slowly out of the bed and into the other bedroom. Lying there in the crib was our daughter. I walked over and gently picked her up out of the crib, “Aww…come here. It’s okay.” I gently bounced with her in my arms, “Let’s go downstairs. Otherwise mommy’s gonna wake up.”

     

    I walked downstairs and into the living room. I walked around holding her in my arms but she still hadn’t stopped crying. I began humming. She looked up at me with her big blue eyes and I smiled, humming louder. Eventually my humming gave way to the song that I had written about her when Spencer was pregnant with her.

     

    Nothing seems to be the way that it used to.

    Everything seems shallow.

    God give me truth.

    In me and tell me somebody’s watching over me.

    And that is all I’m praying is that

     

    Someday I will understand God’s whole plan

    And what he’s done to me.

    Oh but maybe someday I will breathe

    And I’ll finally see

    I’ll see it all in my baby.

     

    She had stopped crying but I didn’t want to stop singing. She was so content in the sound of my voice that it amazed me. Every time I looked at her I saw Spencer. The only sign of Aiden in her was the fact that her hair wasn’t really blonde; it was more of a light brown. She was absolutely perfect in my eyes.

     

    Don’t you run too fast my dear

    Why don’t stop

    Just stop and listen to your tears

    They’re all you’ve got

    It’s in you.

    You see, somebody’s watching

    Over you

    And that is all I’m praying is that

     

    Someday you will understand God’s whole plan

    And what he does to you

    Oh but maybe

    Someday you will breathe

    And you’ll finally see

    You’ll see it all your baby.

     

    I didn’t know it at the time but Spencer had woken up. She was standing in the doorway to the living room and was watching me as I sang to our little daughter. She didn’t say a word. She just stood there and watched me.

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    Comments

    1. figures he comes to ruin it…bastard…ugh. spencer. i do hope you’re holding jess cuz otherwise you’re gonna get arrested for attempted murder hahahaha. yay for sequels!

    2. figures he comes to ruin it…bastard…ugh. spencer. i do hope you’re holding jess cuz otherwise you’re gonna get arrested for attempted murder hahahaha. yay for sequels!

    3. God my you have wrote a part 2 i am so happy. I love your storys. And when i saw this is made me so very excited. Wonderful story. Cant wait to see what happens next. PMS

    4. God my you have wrote a part 2 i am so happy. I love your storys. And when i saw this is made me so very excited. Wonderful story. Cant wait to see what happens next. PMS

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