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    Broken Promises and Shattered Hearts – (Chapter: Chapter 3)

    Story written on May 20, 2007 by snowdrop1026.
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    Story Shortlink: https://www.assertive-maroon-jellyfish.104-250-143-187.cpanel.site/?p=14521
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    Spencer looks back at prom, and wishes she could have done things differently…..

    I bet you are all wondering how much worse it got. You thought you hated me now; you haven’t seen anything yet. When I ran out of that parking lot, I never looked back. Not once. Cause I know if I did, my resolve would have crumbled. I would have ran back to her. Held her. Whispered a thousand times how much I loved her. But I didn’t. I ran all the way home. Once I got home, my mom and dad were sitting in the kitchen. They took one look at me, and jumped from their seats.

    They were frantic. They asked me what had happened, and I told them. What I’ll never forget about that night was the way my parents looked at me after I told them I broke up with Ashley. My dad looked at me with an unreadable expression. My mother was in complete shock, I am not even sure my words registered with her. Dad knew I lied when I said I didn’t love Ashley, and that I hated her. He knew the truth. That I was scared. Christ, I was just a child. I was only 16. I didn’t know. No one prepared me for this. No one said, “Here kid, here’s the manual of the do’s and don’t when in a relationship.”

    I know. I know. Now you think I am just making excuses. Maybe a part of me is. But it’s how I cope. It’s how I am able to go on living when a part of me is dead and in the ground. It’s been 5 years. And do you know how many times I visited her grave? Once. I visited her once in those 5 years. I couldn’t bring myself to visit her because than it would be real. But really…What would I say? I’m sorry that I caused you so much pain that you decided your life wasn’t worth living anymore. I’m sorry I hurt you. Said I didn’t love you. That I hated you. What would be the point? It would be too late. The damage was done.

    But that damage was nothing compared to the hell I put her through after prom. The things I did was horrible. Deplorable. Inhumane. Cruel. I killed her soul little by little, day by day. Until there was nothing left of her anymore. I broke her in ways I never thought possible. And for what? Cause I was insecure and jealous. How do you apologize for something like that? You can’t.

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    2. THANK YOU FOR TAKING THE TIME TO POST A COMMENT. IT MEANS A LOT TO ME, AND MOTIVATES ME MORE TO POST. I AM GLAD YOU ALL LOVE THE STORY. I WAS A LITTLE SCARED NO ONE WOULD LIKE IT, BUT IT SEEMS TO BE WELL RECEIVED BY A LOT OF PEOPLE. I HOPE AS THE STORY PROGRESSES, YOU ALL REAMIN INTRIGUED. I CAN GUARANTEE THINGS ARE GOING TO GET A WHOLE LOT WORSE, AND THE TWISTS AND TURNS WILL BE WHAT YOU LEAST EXPECT….THANKS EVERYONE.

    7. THANK YOU FOR TAKING THE TIME TO POST A COMMENT. IT MEANS A LOT TO ME, AND MOTIVATES ME MORE TO POST. I AM GLAD YOU ALL LOVE THE STORY. I WAS A LITTLE SCARED NO ONE WOULD LIKE IT, BUT IT SEEMS TO BE WELL RECEIVED BY A LOT OF PEOPLE. I HOPE AS THE STORY PROGRESSES, YOU ALL REAMIN INTRIGUED. I CAN GUARANTEE THINGS ARE GOING TO GET A WHOLE LOT WORSE, AND THE TWISTS AND TURNS WILL BE WHAT YOU LEAST EXPECT….THANKS EVERYONE.

    11. ok i do not know how worse it can get, but so far it is sooo good, i cant stop bawling my eyes out lol i just hope somehow ashley comes back, and she realizes that spencer didnt mean the things she said to her. anyway great update cant wait untill the next!!PMS

    12. ok i do not know how worse it can get, but so far it is sooo good, i cant stop bawling my eyes out lol i just hope somehow ashley comes back, and she realizes that spencer didnt mean the things she said to her. anyway great update cant wait untill the next!!PMS

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