Sooo Kareoke night I seriously spent hours trying to look good umm maybe for a certain someone but lets just pretend I just wanted to look nice.. once Chels and I got in the place was packed It was so nice too there were light everywhere and one side there was a stage with microphones a piano and a guitar it looks like there was some serious kareoking around here.. "Come on S Ashley and the gang is over there" everyone was there pretty much Aiden,Madison,Glen Chelsea and of course Ashley..everyone except for Kayla she had been kind of doing stuff on her own lately….when I saw her we locked eyes..there she was that beutiful face I had miss so much .. her beuty is just mesmerizing i couldnt help it I was smiling so wide like an idiot so of course to our luck I sat next to Ashley.. "HEYYY" everyone yelled over the horrible guy trying to sing to Baby one more time?? yea I dont even know why lets just say he was umm weird…

After all of us caught up it was time to KAREOKE! "so is everyone ready for this whos gonna be the first brave one.. umm no one? alright screw it IM going!!" Glen said running up to the stage and unfortunually for us you get to pick whichever song you want to sing…

Dancin’ and singin’ and movin’ to the groovin’
And just when it hit me somebody turned around and shouted
Play that funky music white boy
Play that funky music right
Play that funky music white boy
Lay down that boogie and play that funky music till you die
Till you die , oh till you die
yup only Glen will sing something like embarresing as hell hahaha………

Its been an hour since we got there and Ashley and I kept smiling at eachother and just staring blushing and ok kind of flirting but thats something that its impossible to avoid when she is around.. friends flirt right? I know this whole lets be friends thing is stupid but I have to stick to it is for the best I admit im afraid of what would happen If I give Ashley one more chance..omg ahh her hand is touching my tigh why is she doing this.."So Spence arent you gonna go up there and sing you so should haha" chels said trying to help me once she realize what was going on "um you know what i dont know if I should.." "OH come on Spencer dont be such a downer" everyone at the table started complaning "alright alright chill chill i know you all just want to see me embarress myself up there" "So? you know its going to be hilarious and there is no way you going to embarress yourself more than mr. play the funky music over here" Mads said making everyone crack up "haha true okay after I come back from the bathroom I’ll do it" I said getting up and walking to the bathroom I need to get away from Ashley I just couldnt handle it anymore the teasing was getting bigger and bigger I need her I want her this hurts soo much.. just as I was entering the bathroom Ashley came in behind me and locked the door..

"What are you doing Ashley?"

I dont know Spence I dont know I just I.. god you look so beutiful today I miss you so much

I miss you too Ash but you know..

I know i know we are only friends..

Exactly we need to stop flirting is hard for me to deal with this

AND YOU THINK ITS EASY FOR ME!

no ash please calm down

you know I love you

dont say it Ash please dont

but Its true I cant keep doing this Spencer this friends thing I… I need more all or nothing Spencer

WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS! Ashley I cant dont you understand I cant be forgiving you all the time I cant even trust you and okay yes I LOVE YOU i DO but love is not enough now..

the love that we have is bigger than anything Spencer we can do it

I cant deal with this Ashley..

In the verge of tears I open the door and started to walk away.. god why can I just be with her am I making this even more difficult than it should be ? Is our love enough?

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