School. Honestly I believe it was created by the devil.  I don’t care what my therapist says…I think she takes her own drugs anyway, you know, the one’s she’s supposed to give to the whacked out people like me. I’m rambling, its Spencer’s fault. I went to go open the school entrance for her and she touched my arm in thanks.Now my brain is jelly. Jelly I Say!!! How could this be? I’m Ashley Fucking Davies. No female ever rattles me. I’m the wambam thank you ma’am kinda girl. So how The heck did one little brush past send a jolt through my whole body and make me have this stupid goofy grin on my face. I look like Aiden after he sees a pair of double Ds.Speak of the horndog. " Hey Ash," Aiden yells as he spots me across the courtyard. " Whats up Jockstrap," My adorable pet name for the walking Viagra ad. I swear he is he’s a good looking male with a head full of jet black hair, muscles everywhere,and a bimbo hanging off his arm all the time.Doesn’t that sound like the ad. Rambling again,damn Spencer.

              I must have been lost in my own thoughts for a little while because now Aiden was standing in front of me asking me…something. " Sorry what was that I forgot my manwhore to english dictionary at home could you say that again but slower." He frowned up his pretty little head and said," First of all your as much of a whore as I am and second I said how did last night go?" He would bring that up.See Aiden is the only,and I mean ONLY person that knows about my confusing feelings toward The Spencer Carlin.Well the only human, my lab Spartacus knows some dirty details too. Yea I talk to my dog about my life, just add it to my Disturbed List.Anyway," I have no idea what your talking about" I started to make a hasty exit, but was stopped by a freakishly strong hand. " Well let me remind you, you Ashley, were supposed to finally tell Spencer Carlin about the feelings you’ve been harboring for her for about two years now. Does that ring any bells?" Man, when he said it I just sounded pathetic. "No not really," I fake smiled at him. Aiden just kept glaring at me. I swear that dude even has enhanced muscles in his eyeballs. "Ok," I sighed," I chickened out" I blurted. " Ashleeey, again?" The disappointment in his face was like watching a puppy get kicked. A cute puppy, not one of those rat dogs. " Ok seriously dude you need to maybe take a breather from my love life or lack thereof, I swear your more involved then I am." Hey, someone needed to tell him. " So you gonna ask her today?" Aiden asked, totally ignoring my comment like usual. I think thats how we stay friends. " I don’t know Aid I was doing some thinking this morning, I don’t think I should get involved with her, I mean she’s so innocent, I’m so corupt. It’s bad enough I influence her with just my friendship," I looked anywhere but at him, " I don’t want to ruin her life." Aiden wraps a protective arm around me," Ok maybe it will," I glare at him," Wait let me finish, maybe it will all go to shit, or maybe you two will make each other better, you know like balance each other out." Ok, I still wasn’t gettin it. "Your point numbnuts?" " Ash, havent you noticed she’s already changed you for the better,you don’t party as much because she worries about you, you don’t sleep around as much because you want to show her you can be in a health relationship, and you haven’t done drugs in almost a year because she told you she hates them and the affect thay have on you." Wow he was right. " Yea but how have I helped her?" I knew I had cupid stumped now, I can’t even help myself how the hell have I helped perfect Spencer? " You’ve helped her become braver,more social, a little more confident, you remember how she was when she first got here?" Aiden and I thought back to the timid and whipped Spence.Kinda like a dog thats been kicked to many times and is scared of contact negative or positive. It’s true I had changed her too, her mom had made her the way she was when she got here. Always yelling at her and telling her that everything was a freakin sin. Poor Spencer was afraid to do anything, but now she was a little bit more sure of herself. Well at least when I’m around, I promised her I’d protect her, she blushed. Ring Ring Ring!!!! Hell has begun. " I gotta go to class Ash I’ll see you later" I waved him off and headed to my class.

            I was still mulling over what Aiden had brought to my attention when I walked into class. I love that big lug, even if he is a basketballhead. There she was, already in her seat and preparing her materials.My little school girl. I slumped into my seat,and looked at the teacher who looked back at me surprised. Lately I had been getting to school on time, a first in like three years. Again Spencers fault. The last bell rings and class begins. 20mins. in I’m bored out of my skull and am doodling on my note paper, I’m in the middle of drawing a fire-breathing Twinkie man when the best idea I’ve ever had in that class suddenly came to me. I’ll ask her on a date! I won’t say it’s a date though,I’ll just say Spence do you want to hang out Saturday night, and then plan the best secret date ever! I think I’m an undiscovered genius sometimes. I couldn’t wait, I had to do it now while I had the nerve, but how?…Aha! Old trusty cellphone.Hey Spence u want 2 hang out wit ur fabulous and super kool bff on Saturday nite? I sent it but wasn’t sure she’d answer. I mean we were in class, and I was sending it to I Never Break Any Rules Spencer. Surprisingly I felt a vibration in my pocket and pulled out my phone. She texted me back!! Unbelievable. I didn’t even see her reach for her phone. Sure Ash I’d luv 2 hang out wit u Sat.pick me up at 6? I was on cloud nine,but I had to float back down to answer her. Perfect Blondie, it’s a date! She just didn’t know I meant literally…yet. I guess she got the text cuz when I looked up she had turned around in her seat and was given me the biggest smile I had ever seen. I smiled back at her then quickly looked down at my paper. I could feel my cheeks getting warm from blushing. What in the world?! I’m Ashley Davies I never blush…another thing that was Spencer’s fault. Good God this girl was really getting to me.