"You talk to her yet?" Kyla asked as she was walking into the living room to join me

"No she hasn’t texted me yet and this has been the longest we have gone with out talking. What if she is man at me?"

"Spence calm down she has no reason to be mad at you"

"I know but still I hate when people are mad at me you know this I go crazy" just then my phone signals a text

[hey] wow thats all I get

[hey] I can say that too

[umm so how r u]

[good and u]

[ok]

[what happened last night u locked me out]

[i told u i was going to bed]

[and i told u i was coming over to leave the door unlock but yet u locked it]

[well u stopped talking to me]

[my phone died!]

[u say that but ur phone never dies]

[its true i wouldnt lie to u it really did i promise]

[ok well i felt hurt]

[what y]

[cause u rather hang out w cc than me even though u tell me that u dont like him]

Oh my god really she was jealous of CC out of all people come on now [its not like that and u know it. im sorry]

[i know i cant help it]

After our little chat things went back to normal.  Still going to class struggling to stay awake but was there physically.  We had grade checks for soccer and mine weren’t that grand.  I always do bad on my first test in all my classes then I pick it up but it doesn’t look good with all my absents.  I have a meeting with coach today which is never good.  Here I go creeping into his office.

"Spence please have a seat" Oh great there are our grade sheets.  Shit I’m going to get chewed out!

"What can I do for you today"

"Spencer its about your grades you had the lowest on the team" Ok you know what I know thats not true Madison didn’t even turn hers in but I’m not going to call her out

"Hmm thats not good.  Its just because it was my first test I always do bad on my first test, you should know this by now."