Here she comes, stepping out of her car like she does everyday. With those same tanned, gorgeous legs, perfectly sculpted face, and luscious brown locks hanging from her head. I love the way that she makes me feel. I just melt every time she touches me or even just says my name. I swear, when I’m with her, I feel like I’m in heaven. She cascades down those stairs, taking every step ever so carefully. Her body is like an angel.

She has meant the world to me. We have been the best of friends ever since I moved here. Although she can be a bit of a bitch at times, I still love her. I love her with all my heart and soul. If only she knew how much I loved her. If only she knew that I could protect her and take care of her. All those girls she is with just take advantage of her and walk all over her.  

I wish, just once, I could kiss her. Just to feel her beautiful lips on mine. IF only she could be there with me, through the countless nights of my lonely life. I always dream of what it would be like if we were to be together. Hugging, kissing, making inside jokes that only her and I get. If only. I guess having her in almost every class at school helps the pain.

            She walks past me, lightly tapping me on the shoulder and giving me a smile. I smile back and wave, acting as though it was the greatest day of my life. She walks towards another girl and they start giggling. And then she breaks my heart.“Spencer,” She says, “I love you.” Spencer says it back to her and, with that, they kiss. I have never wanted anything more than to be Spencer. But hey, I guess being just Aiden is ok too.