Chapter 1

2 months I have been attending King High School, Some days I don’t know why I bother nobody here notices that I exist, I have a few friends yes but not the kind of friends your share your secrets with or the kind of friends you want to just hang with everyday without getting bored of their presence, not the kind of friends I had back home in Ohio. My name is Spencer let me tell you a little about myself.

You see my mom got a job out here in the oh so wonderful L.A which meant all of the family had to be shipped off here, we weren’t asked how we felt about it we just had to deal with it. I miss home, I miss being with my friends who knew everything about me from my favourite colour to the simple fact I was gay, some didn’t approve at first but they came around when they realised I hadn’t changed I was and still am the same person I was before I came out, I came out when I was 15 I always knew but I just wasn’t ready to let everyone else know until then. My mom hit the roof when she found out in fact she still isn’t thrilled with the idea but she accepts me as I am and I know she still loves me and that’s all that matters to me. My dad however said he already kinda knew when I didn’t date much his exact words were ‘ Spence Ive knew for a while now I mean you’re a beautiful girl and you could get any guy you wanted and you never bothered with them I kinda figured as much’ I was surprised by his words he didn’t judge me once and he helped my mother come round to the idea. My brother Glenn when he found out his words were ‘ that’s so awesome’ I’m pretty sure he got some weird perverted kick out of it. So that’s pretty much my family.

Right now I’m standing in the parking lot of the school just taking in my surroundings when I see a few of the people I call friends walk by I flash them a casual smile letting them know I would catch up they stared for a minute unsure of what I was doing but still carried on walking. See I like these people but there more of acquaintances than friends we eat lunch together hang out in school but that’s as far as it goes I don’t have contact with them outside of school.