I woke up the next morning to find Spencer still sleeping cuddled up to me. The previous night

creeps into my brain and I’m hit with the memory of Rachel kissing Spencer. My Spencer. And then I

remember how I reacted. I took my anger out on her. I scan over her body and see light brusies on her wrist

and thighs. I can’t believe I did this to her. God I hate my self for this right now. She looks so peaceful, I just

hope she forgives me. I slowly get up and out of our bed. I look down at Spencer again and lean down to kiss

her cheek. I slip on my robe and silently slip out of the room to go cook breakfast for Spencer. I’m not much

of a cook but I manage to make some scrambbled eggs and toast for her. I grab a glass and fix her some

orange juice and set it all on a tray and make my way to the bedroom. When I enter the room I see Spencer

still sleeping. I place the tray on the night stand and take a seat next to Spencer on the bed. I start to run my

fingers through her hair. I see her eyes slowly flutter open and I’m met with the amazing sight of her sleepy

eyes. She looks up at me and smiles and i display a small smile to her. I lean down and place a light kiss on

her lips.
 "I’m sorry", I whisper pulling away from her lips. She has a look of confussion on her face before

realization of last night hits her, and she looks down.
 "No, I’m sorry Ash, I should have listened to you", Spencer said reaching out to take my hand. I

shake my head. I can’t stand her taking the blame for any of this.
 "No, Spencer, this is my fault.I overreacted and I took it out on you and I hurt you." I say pointing

out the lightly colored bruise on her wrist. She looks down just now noticing it.
 "Oh", is all she says and looks down. 
 "I’m so sorry Spence. I don’t know what came over me. God I swear i’ll never hurt you again.", I say

burying my head in the crook of her neck. She wraps her arms around my back and I pull her in tighter to

me.
 "It’s okay Ash.", She says pulling away to look me in the eyes. She gives me a peck on the lips and

smiles.
 "So you made breakfast for me." She asks looking over at the tray. I nod my head with a small smile

on my lips. "Looks good." She says sitting up fully. I move off of the bed to get the tray and come back and sit

on the edge of the bed.
 "Feed me", she says really cutely with a pouty smile on her face. I just smile at her and comply.

 When Spencer is finished eating we get up and go take a shower. Spencer whinces  a little when

she gets up to stand. I think she’s just now really feeling any soreness from the previous night. I feel so guilty

when I see she’s in pain, especialy since I’m the cause of it. When I mention it she just tells me it’s nothing,

but I know she’s lying to try to make me feel better about what I did.

 "So Spence, you up for going out tonight?", I ask her when we get out of the shower.
 "Yeah, when would I not be up for going out with my beautiful girlfriend", She says smiling brightly.
 "I think you mean ‘sexy girlfriend’", I say wrapping my arms around her and pulling her close to me,

giving her a chaste kiss.
 "Excuse me  Ms. Davies, I did mean my sexy girlfriend", she responds playfully. I just laugh and give

her another kiss.  We share a laugh going back into our bedroom and all I think is how much I want to keep

that smile on her face.