"oh." was all she said.

"Spencer?" I hesistate for a moment.

"Yeah ash?" she answers

"Would you like to come over?" I know i was probably stretching my limit but i wanted her here with me.

"Look Ash i don’t know…" she hesitates and i try to get her to give in.

"I mean strictly as friends. I haven’t talked to you in days and i really miss you." I had to say it.

"It sounds nice but i have a ton of homework to do and i should really be going." She says dooming this call to an end.

"Alright then i understand." Actually i really don’t but i just said it for effect.

"Ok well i’ll talk to you in the morning then?" She asks.

"Of course." is all i say.

"And ash?"

"Yeah spence?"

"For the record…I really miss you too." I was stunned she said it but also happy that i wasn’t in this thing entirely alone. Obviously she didn’t want this to completely end.

"Thanks spence." I say to her.

"Your welcome…Bye."

"Bye." I say and she ends the call. I blow out the breath i didn’t even know i was holding and run my fingers through my hair. well atleast we were making some kind of progress. Granted it may be as slow as a snail but were moving no less. I threw my phone on the spot on the bed behind me and laid back on my bed. Yeah maybe this could turn out good but im still not going to get my hopes up too soon because spencer…shes the kinda girl that makes love hurt. So what i’m gonna do is try my best and see how it goes. As i’m in thought light floods through my bedroom from the hall and my sister peeks her head through.

"Hey Ash mom and I are back." She says through the crack she has stuck her head through.

"Alright." i said 

"We brought pizza too."

"I’m not hungry but thanks anyways." I say trying to nicely dismiss her from my room.

"Ash?" 

"What kyla?" I ask in a sort of exasperated tone. Don’t get me wrong, I love my little sister but sometimes she just couldn’t take a hint.

"Are you ok? I mean cause if there’s something wrong you can like talk to me or whatever. you know that right?"

"Yeah and thanks but i think i’m ok." I say really believing it.

"Alright but if you change your mind just come knock on my door ok." she says sincerely and i smile at her.

"Ok." With that she takes her head from the crack in the door and closes it, leaving me in peace once again. Kyla is a really ok kid. Sometimes she can get on my freakin frackin nerves but she’s caring and nice none the less. Still feeling, tired i get up and put on my pajamas, wash my face and curl up in my conforter in my bed. I had a big day ahead of me and i had less than 24 hours to figure out every little thing i wanted to say to Spencer because with the way things have been i may not get the chance to say all i want to say again. But i’m going to refrain from being a negative nancy and think positive which is i will get spencer back and i will make her happy again…I’ll make things like they use to be.