I stumble backwards into the wall. “What… what games are you playing at huh?” I yell as I continue to stare at the picture.

It was me before I died….. my family…. My dad…. My mom… my sister all standing outside this church.

Then I see it. the picture next to my families. Spencer and me laughing as we eat candy on the churches steps. This too was right before I died.

My breathing hitches as I stare at this picture.

I get it now…..

“You where my Angel of Lies.” I choke out as I look over to her to see tears streaming down her face.

She was the reason…. She was the reason I am like this. I died because of her. she fucked me over!

Spencer continues to stare at me as tears are dripping down her face. “Ashley. I’m so sorry.”

My head is hurting. I can feel the pressure forming behind my eyes. I scream and run over to her and push her against the wall.

“Your sorry!” I keep on pushing her even though she cant go any further.

“I tried to stop it… I tried so danm hard.” She moans as she wraps her arms around me. I struggle but she doesn’t let go.

“You need to remember everything Ashley. Even if it’s just the last moments of your life. Please. Understand. I need you to understand.” She is begging as I struggle against her.

I’m finally able to push her off of me and I step a few feet away.

“Remember? Why do I need o remember anything. I died because of what you did.” I’m crying now.

All I want is to relive my final moments and stop myself. I know what my sin was. And I am lucky to have become what I am, instead of going to hell. But at the same time I wish I was in hell.

She sighs and wipes away her tears and moves closer but I step back. “They wanted to test you.” She starts.

I look at her and wipe my tears away. “Why?”

“We don’t ask why Ashley… you know that. We do as we are commanded. But… you were different….

The pain… I feel pain engulfing my body.