“Oh…god…Ash…Ashley,” my voice is quiet barely a whisper, “oh…oh…oh…”

She squeezes my hip softly getting my attention. Our eyes lock. A particularly intense shudder runs through me and my eyes flutter closed. As soon as I break contact with her eyes she stops all movement. My eyes fly open and meet hers again. She wraps her lips around my clit and sucks softly. I fight to keep my eyes open. She starts thrusting into me again, and I just lose it I can’t keep my eyes open.

“Yes…yes…oh…god…Ashley…I’m…oh…

I’ve definitely lost the ability to form coherent sentences. I’m getting so closed to something I’ve never felt before and a sense of urgency settles over me. Ashley pulls her mouth away from me and I groan in frustration.

“Shh, Spence,” she whispers, “I’m not stopping. I just want to hold you.”

She rests her forehead against mine and her thumb replaces her tongue. I lie my hand on her back my nails grazing slightly. She makes sure our eyes stay locked. She begins to thrust into me faster, and she puts more pressure on my clit.

“Ashley…Ashley…I’m…oh…god…please…”

I feel her curl her fingers while continuing to thrust into me. The coiled spring building in my stomach just exploded. My back arches in earnest pushing her deeper into me. Thousands…no…millions of nerves some that I didn’t even know I had just shatter. Starting in my toes and working its way through every molecule of my body. My fingernails dig into her back and I hear her gasp quietly.

“I’ve got you. Spence. Just relax,” she whispers.

And I do. My body falls back flat against the bed and a quiet settles over the both of us. She removes her fingers, wiping them on her sheets. She pulls the discarded blanket over us, but says nothing. I don’t know how long we are quiet, but I just lie there. Her strong comforting arms wrapped tight around me. Her head is resting on my chest.

“I love you,” she whispers, so softly I barely hear her.

I move my hand from my side running my fingers through her hair.

“I love you too, Ash.”

I feel her stiffen.

“I – I thought you were asleep,” she says.

She looks up at me, and I bite my lip nervously. She relaxes and moves up kissing me soundly. I push her away gently. Careful to let her know I’m not rejecting her.

“Ashley?”

“Yeah.”

“Show me?”

“Show you what Spence?”

“Show me how to make love to you.”

AUTHOR’S NOTE: What do you think? Should I continue? I plan to go through at least the first part of Season 2? Yes? No?