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Best For Me – (Chapter: I aim to be your eyes)
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Spencer was the one to take a step back now.
“What’s that supposed to mean??”
Ashley sighed and moved back to lean against the back of the couch. Sitting on her hands she looked at Spencer with some uncertainty. “I… I’m not good at this stuff. Being a good friend, being there for people.”
“Well you could have fooled me” said Spencer, disbelievingly.
“I’m not. Not before now. Spencer, I like being your friend. With you, this is easy. I’ve fucked up every major relationship I’ve ever had with anyone, friends, lovers, family. I never know what to say or do but somehow… with this… with you, it’s easy. I know what to say, I know what to do. You’re just… incredibly important to me. You know I want you. I know you want me. But we both know it’s gonna mess things up royally and I won’t do that to you… I won’t do that to us… and can you please put a top on.”
Spencer looked down at her half naked body and gave a lopsided smile.
“Ok… Um…I’m going to go process that and put a shirt on…” she turned to go and then stopped. Looking back at Ashley she cocked her head to one side. “Don’t leave ok. Please.”
Ashley nodded, and went back to staring at the floor. Spencer emerged five minutes later in fresh clothes and regarded the brunette carefully.
“Our coffee is getting cold” she said.
Ashley shrugged and moved to sit on the couch. Spencer followed her. Sipping her coffee, she waited out the silence between them. Somehow she knew she’d have to be the one to break it.
“I do want you, you know.” She murmured softly.
“I know.”
“And I wish I could do something about it.”
“I know that too.”
“And whatever happened in the past Ashley, you’re not bad at this. You’re good friend. Probably the best friend I’ve ever had. I don’t know how I’d have gotten through the last few weeks without you.”
“I would never intentionally let you down.”
“I know.” Spencer sighed. “In a way, I wish you hadn’t stopped us tonight, but I know it was the right thing to do. I just wish things weren’t going to stay as complicated for as long as they will.”
“I don’t care you know” Ashley said, turning to her. “I’m not exactly impatient.”
“Ash…”
“No, seriously, I’m not hanging around in the insane hope something will happen Spence. I just want to be your friend. Well, I need to be your friend… no, wait, I want to STAY your friend.”
Spencer couldn’t help giggle at Ashley’s sudden inability to form coherent sentences. This was kind of a new side to the girl.
“Ashley, I’m honoured that you’re my friend. And I definitely don’t expect you to wait around for me to be less… “complicated”, I promise.” Spencer made air quotations.
“I’m just here Spencer. Just here. Not waiting, just… here.”
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okay, so, i loved that.though it was short.oh welllll
Wait…so they just want to be friends? thats it? Spencer attempts ripping ashley’s clothes off and for what? JUST FRIENDS? WTF! Gr. They need to be more, not less. They need to be g/f’s. Please tell me thats what they meant…PLEASE! PmS
Good girl Ashley. Way to think with your head instead of your, um. loins. Though i dare say i should have brought my vanilla spray with me. its kinda germy in this room. *shakes head* Well done as always there ya Cheeky Monkey.
Touche, m’dear…I was hoping this would happen. Things are still in transition and these two need to stay friends during the interim. This is a much needed test for ASh. and spencer. they both know they want each other. and I think Spencer will very shortly hit the moment when she recognizes her feelings for ashley and what they mean exactly. It’s the timing…always the timing. The love is there…it just has to be the right moment. And it will happen.Yay Sarah! I heart this fic.
Awesome Post!! Yes an army of Cloobers..that would be pretty sweet.I absolutely love your story and I cant wait to read the next post. PMS please
oh ashley…what does she have to be rational? *sigh* just friends? oh man…
You do realize you just caused me to scream into my pillow!!! JUST FRIENDS?! Are you kidding me?! Clo…dear Clo…wonderful, amazing, talented Clomle, please your killing me here! Do you want me to grovel? I will! I have no quams about groveling when it comes to this fic. ARGH, I need to go scream into my pillow again, plus loud music…plus a beer! UGH, fuckin good update though. ;) (also the army thing sounds like a good idea! Go for it! I’m behind you 100%)
your putting us threw toture and what happend to Mr. Ruffles did he go on vacation???
WoW.. little bit short there girl… I’m liking this story.. keep it up ;)
It started out good. Then now to friends. Ok i`m confused. They so need to get it on. PMS
Loved loved loved it! Shame they had to stop but i think ash was right too! Cant wait for more!
okay, so, i loved that.though it was short.oh welllll
Wait…so they just want to be friends? thats it? Spencer attempts ripping ashley’s clothes off and for what? JUST FRIENDS? WTF! Gr. They need to be more, not less. They need to be g/f’s. Please tell me thats what they meant…PLEASE! PmS
Good girl Ashley. Way to think with your head instead of your, um. loins. Though i dare say i should have brought my vanilla spray with me. its kinda germy in this room. *shakes head* Well done as always there ya Cheeky Monkey.
Touche, m’dear…I was hoping this would happen. Things are still in transition and these two need to stay friends during the interim. This is a much needed test for ASh. and spencer. they both know they want each other. and I think Spencer will very shortly hit the moment when she recognizes her feelings for ashley and what they mean exactly. It’s the timing…always the timing. The love is there…it just has to be the right moment. And it will happen.Yay Sarah! I heart this fic.
Awesome Post!! Yes an army of Cloobers..that would be pretty sweet.I absolutely love your story and I cant wait to read the next post. PMS please
oh ashley…what does she have to be rational? *sigh* just friends? oh man…
You do realize you just caused me to scream into my pillow!!! JUST FRIENDS?! Are you kidding me?! Clo…dear Clo…wonderful, amazing, talented Clomle, please your killing me here! Do you want me to grovel? I will! I have no quams about groveling when it comes to this fic. ARGH, I need to go scream into my pillow again, plus loud music…plus a beer! UGH, fuckin good update though. ;) (also the army thing sounds like a good idea! Go for it! I’m behind you 100%)
your putting us threw toture and what happend to Mr. Ruffles did he go on vacation???
WoW.. little bit short there girl… I’m liking this story.. keep it up ;)
It started out good. Then now to friends. Ok i`m confused. They so need to get it on. PMS
Loved loved loved it! Shame they had to stop but i think ash was right too! Cant wait for more!
Goober, I know you’re gonna read this. I read your comment on thebestofs and I’m seriously, like seriously crying. How could you think I’d use you like that?? Just to create an army of little devils. I mean, really, how can we not. WE OWE THIS TO MANKIND. Think about it. Oh, and you know i’d still respect ya, *grin*.
Goober, I know you’re gonna read this. I read your comment on thebestofs and I’m seriously, like seriously crying. How could you think I’d use you like that?? Just to create an army of little devils. I mean, really, how can we not. WE OWE THIS TO MANKIND. Think about it. Oh, and you know i’d still respect ya, *grin*.
wow ash has got some mega willpower there and she did the right thing. sometimes it’s incredibly hard to do the right thing but maintaining the friendship now is more important than ever. when the time is right (overusing this word i know) they would get together beautifully.
wow ash has got some mega willpower there and she did the right thing. sometimes it’s incredibly hard to do the right thing but maintaining the friendship now is more important than ever. when the time is right (overusing this word i know) they would get together beautifully.
I really like how you are developing this story and now you are getting really good at leaving us hanging at just the right moment and leaving us thinking we know what is coming next…but then something else happens…your writing is very similar to the excellent style of Caseygurl. I am always looking for your updates.:)
I really like how you are developing this story and now you are getting really good at leaving us hanging at just the right moment and leaving us thinking we know what is coming next…but then something else happens…your writing is very similar to the excellent style of Caseygurl. I am always looking for your updates.:)
I love how you’re sending me messages on your own comment section. HA! I think you just want to take over the world. Scratch that – I KNOW you just want to take over the world. I don’t really want to be partially responsible for crazy spastic spawn wrecking/ruling the universe. But, what the hell? The people want it, so fine. Cloobers it is! I am SO not paying child support, though. Sorry, hon, but you’re the doctor not me.
I love how you’re sending me messages on your own comment section. HA! I think you just want to take over the world. Scratch that – I KNOW you just want to take over the world. I don’t really want to be partially responsible for crazy spastic spawn wrecking/ruling the universe. But, what the hell? The people want it, so fine. Cloobers it is! I am SO not paying child support, though. Sorry, hon, but you’re the doctor not me.
They will be one…OH YES…they WILL be one…hehe, ok I’m a dork, I know. PMS BABE!!
They will be one…OH YES…they WILL be one…hehe, ok I’m a dork, I know. PMS BABE!!
*sigh* I love this story so much=D Patience is a virtue;)
*sigh* I love this story so much=D Patience is a virtue;)