Ch.2

Spencer’s POV:

       That night we pleasured one another, licking, sucking, biting, thrusting, stroking, groaning, and writhing as we made love. I realized that it was even better than how I always imagined it would be in my fantasies. The feel of Ashley’s naked, lean, and fit body on top of mine was nothing short of wonderful. She ripped sweat onto me while she thrust in and out; hitting each of my sweet spots and making me thrash about underneath her and roll my eyes back in ecstasy. “FUCK….ASHLEY!” I shrieked as I dug my nails into her back; loving how rough and yet tender she was being with me as she raked her fingers through my hair, taking note of how my eyes had darkened from their normal baby blue color to dark pools of cerulean. “You’re so beautiful Spencer; you look like an angel.” She whispered into my ear. She then pressed her lips against mine for a soulful, searing kiss. I felt my heart swell up inside my chest with love for her until I feared that it would burst apart. It was as if a wave of electricity coursed over both of us as we kissed each other passionately, trying to forever imprint the taste of one another in our minds. The tingling feeling I was left with after we broke apart from our kiss told me what I already knew: Ashley was my one and only. I would never love anyone else as deeply or as painfully.

   It was all about making love to her, letting her know how strong and deep my feelings ran for her. I kissed her with wild passion, needing her, wanting her inside of not only my body, but my heart forever. “You know Ash, the one thing I’ve ever truly wanted in life was to be loved.” I whispered, tears starting to come out of my eyes involuntarily. I placed her hand over my tortured, agonized heart. “I haven’t been able to find it with any girl yet. But I do know that you’re my best hope, Ash. My only hope. Nobody else makes me feel the way you do. All those other girls…none of them were as kind, loving, beautiful, intelligent, graceful, or talented as you. They just couldn’t compare to you Ash, and I’m sorry, but I’ve fallen for you. You are in my very soul- you are my first and last thought each day as I get out of bed and as I fall asleep. I know I shouldn’t have these feelings for you; you’re married, damn it. But I can’t help it. I’m suffering so much from being in love with you. I wish that I could just rid myself of these forbidden feelings for you, but I can’t. I’ve tried for so long after you got married, Ash. But every time I try to push the thought of you out of my head, it only comes back even worse than ever before. What am I supposed to do? I need you.” I said, tears streaming down my cheeks as I kissed her again. “I don’t know, Spence. Jennifer’s my wife. I love her. But I love you, too. It’s just…I don’t know if it’s the same kind of love I feel for her…” I cupped