“I know sweetie but this is a promise ring with this ring I promise to love you forever and to be only yours for the rest of my life” When I finished my very short speech she was crying and I felt so bad for making her cry on our special night. “Aww  babe don’t cry just tell me that you accept my promise” I said wiping away her tears.

“Of course I do Spence and I promise to be only yours forever” she said while I put the ring on her finger. “Oh my God Spencer that rock is a mica, is my favorite rock” she said while looking at the little rock incredulously.

“I know baby you told me the first day we met and had that weird conversation about rocks” I told her while playing with her hands.

“I can’t believe you remembered, I love you Spence” she said while looking in my eyes.

“I love you too babe with all my heart” I told her while giving her a peck on the lips, then it happened.

“Spencer I want you to make love to me, I want you to be my first” I can’t describe how I felt in that moment because I never felt that way before.

“Are you sure” I ask looking at her eyes.

“Yes, please I need you” and that was all I needed to hear before I knew it we were both naked on her bed and I was kissing every part of her body. I have been with a lot of women in my life but Ashley Davies is the most beautiful woman I have ever seen in my life, her body is… perfect. I don’t know why but I couldn’t stop shaking.

“Spencer is okay, it’s going to be perfect because it’s you and me” and then it hit me I’m going to make love with Ashley and I’ve never made love before. Then she started to kiss my jawline and I knew everything was going to be perfect. I kissed her mouth and started to run my tongue on her bottom lip asking for entrance which she quickly granted. Then I bring one of my hands to her chest and as gently as possible I cup one of her beautiful breasts then I heard the most amazing sound in the world as I started to suck on her nipple she moaned and she grabbed my head pulling me up to kiss me then she took my hand and guide it down from her chest, to her stomach and then to the place where we both wanted it to be. And then it’s my turn to take a little bit more of control because this is about Ashley and she has never done this so I have to as gentle as possible. I cup her center and slowly parted her lips and started to move my finger up and down caressing her clit.

”You are so wet beautiful I love everything about you” I whispered into her mouth while she was running her hands in my back.

“Make me yours Spencer, please” she said panting while looking at my eyes and then I moved my finger to her entrance that made her shiver a little bit.

“Ash at first is going to hurt a little but after that I promise is going to be wonderful.”

“I trust you Spence, I want you inside of me” and then I push my finger further into her “Ooh my God Spence” she arched her back and moved  her hips trying to get more contact with my finger, then I started to move my finger in and out of her and we found a rhythm that only we know.”This feels so good baby” she said while I started my attack on her neck. “I need more of you” when she said this I didn’t waste anytime and quickly thrusted another finger into her and started to pump furiously in and out of her “Spencer I’m com…” I knew what she tried to say so I move myself down  and started to suck on her throbbing clit, then I stopped and look at her in the eyes “I love you” I said before I curled my fingers sending her to a place of pure pleasure. Her eyes rolled to the back of her head and her body started to shake, I hold her and whispered sweet littles I love you’s in her ear as her orgasm ripped through her body.

I’m never going to forget that night, because that night she was mine and that same night I lost her.