“I’m not your girl.” All of the sudden, the fight was drained out of me. I turned around trying to keep the panic out of my voice.

“Baby,”

“I’m not your baby.” She said very calmly. No, no, no, this can’t be happening. I looked around franticly and caught Kirsten sneering in the corner of my eye.

“Get the fuck away from us!” I yelled at her. I think the crowd actually jumped in unison, but people finally started to walk away. I moved closer to Spencer, who stepped back. I tried to reach for her hand, but they quickly were crossed over her waist.

“Spencer, I swear, I swear that I didn’t cheat on you. I swear. I haven’t talked to Kirsten since a week before we met. Please, you gotta believe me Spence.”

“Ashley…” She signed softly. When I stepped towards her she didn’t move. I slowly untangled her arms and held her hands up towards my chest.

“Baby, I’m so, sooo sorry. I swear I wouldn’t do that to you.” I brought both of her hands up to my lips and kissed them lovingly. She stepped towards me and pulled me into a warm embrace.

“Why do these things keep happening to us, Ash?” She mumbled into my shoulder. I kissed her head softly.

“I don’t know Spence.” I held her close.

“I can’t deal with this right now. Can we go somewhere?”

“Anywhere you want.”

We pulled up to the beach.”Wow, it’s beautiful Ashley.” Spencer gasped beside me. I looked over and smiled at her.

“Common, lets go.” We started to get out of the car when I remember something. “Oh wait, I forgot something. Hold on. Reaching into the back of the car I pulled out a rose and something else that I slipped into my pocket. “Here. I got this for you… I picked it up on my way to beg you for mercy.”

“Awww, Ashey!” Spencer said hugging me. Placing a lingering kiss on my lips, she took the flower and walked towards the beach. I smiled goofily, before running a little to catch up.

We kicked our shoes off and layed back into the sand next to each other. Spencer rolled over onto her side. “Ashley,”

“Mmmh?” I took my sunglasses of and look into her ocean blue eyes.

“I… uhm…” She blushed and started to play with the sand between us. I smiled, scrunching up my nose, at her shyness. “I, uh, I really care about you.”

“I care about you too.”

“Good, good, that’s good… Uhm, I was… Ok, let me start again… Ashley, you know how I feel about you…” We hadn’t really talked about… that night… “You know I,” She blushed again, “love you and… I want you to be my first.”

“Wow.” I rolled over onto my back. Her smile faded.

“Ashley?”

“Wow.”

“Ashley? Uhm, uh… was, was it too soon to say something? Look I’m sorry, I just… Ash, please talk to me.” She begged almost crying.