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    Fame – (Chapter: Helluscination)

    Ashley was a little taken aback by the news and didn’t know how to answer Pops’ question. Maybe she played a tiny part in their break up, okay a huge part, but she didn’t want to give into Pops’ questioning, knowing that would only give him an excuse to keep yelling at her, on the other hand, he would keep yelling at her anyway. “Of course you’re not, Pops. You’re right about every little fucking thing and not only am I always wrong but I’m also always the fucking problem, the one to blame, right?” She snarled, not giving him a chance to answer. “I’m so fucking fed up with the blame game, why can’t you just accept the fact that not everything is going to go you’re way? Why do you even fucking care about what happens between Spencer and me? It’s my life so just fucking back off and quit trying to control it.”

    Pops laughed, “And when exactly did it become your life, Ashley? I’ve been controlling it since the day you were born sweetheart so listen, and listen good, because I’m only going to say this once. The second this shit with you and Princess hits the fan is the same second you’re both gone. I’m so fucking tired of your bullshit, Ashley, and I know Spencer will be better off acting. More money. I don’t know what the hell you’re going to be doing and frankly I don’t give a shit but I don’t want you in this band anymore, Ashley. You’re just too bad for it-”

    Ashley angrily closed the phone, turned it off, and threw it off the side of the bed, not wanting to hear anymore of Pops’ voice. This definitely wasn’t the first time Pops had threatened to fire her but Ashley had a feeling he was serious this time and the thought of leaving the band left her feeling confused. What the hell would she do with her life? She knew money wasn’t the issue. She could easily live 100 lifetimes with the amount of money she had in her bank account. The issue was her boredom. She didn’t just want to spend the rest of her life in some expensive house doing nothing. No, she had to be productive, successful, and hell maybe even happy, but she had no idea how she was going to be all of that.  All she knew was guitar playing, and as much as she loved it, she just wanted to do something new, that doesn’t have anything to do with music, but that’s only if Pops goes through with firing her. Until then, she was going to keep playing and not think about her future. It was just too depressing to think about the more she thought about it. Her biggest fear was ending up in a huge mansion, alone, with only drugs and whores to keep her company. The thought made her shiver and she immediately changed her focus from her future to the blonde in her arms.

    Comments

    1. Awww poor Ashley. I wonder if she really quits or not. Something tells me no but ya never know. Maybe she’ll finally come to her senses and I’m very intrigued by the conversation she had with Pops. Something tells me there is going to be some serious career changes.

    2. I love this story soooo much. Spencer please help Ashley. I want her to get better. Can’t wait for the next update. Keep it up. You are an incredible writer.

    3. i’m afraid spence is going to leave her just for a little while, you know help her into a facility or something but say they can’t be togther cause it freaked her out to watch ash cut her arms…pms i hope ash gets better soon i hate hate hate pops

    4. I’m so thankful to hear Ashley admit she needs help…that’s the first step to recovery. And to have Spencer there to lovingly help her through this difficult time in her life is the greatest gift Ashley could ever receive. Superb and creative writing that has woven life, soul and spirit into intriguing and believable characters. BRAVO! PMS

    5. damn ash. i think i felt my heart break when she said, “It scares me so fucking much, Spencer. I….I need help, don’t I?” She looked over at Spencer with pleading brown eyes. “Can you help me?” of course she’ll help you, she loves you. :( i love this story. PMS PLZ!!!!

    6. i have just returned from a two and a half week long trip to a third world country with absolutely no internet service to find 40 pages worth of this story that i hadnt read. it felt as if christmas came early this year. i put off reading harry potter to read this, and harry potter is like.. my guilty pleasure. scratch that. guilty obsession. so that means im dangerusly in love with your fic. so glad to hear that you may be able to update more sooner. please do!!!

    7. Awww poor Ashley. I wonder if she really quits or not. Something tells me no but ya never know. Maybe she’ll finally come to her senses and I’m very intrigued by the conversation she had with Pops. Something tells me there is going to be some serious career changes.

    8. I love this story soooo much. Spencer please help Ashley. I want her to get better. Can’t wait for the next update. Keep it up. You are an incredible writer.

    9. i’m afraid spence is going to leave her just for a little while, you know help her into a facility or something but say they can’t be togther cause it freaked her out to watch ash cut her arms…pms i hope ash gets better soon i hate hate hate pops

    10. I’m so thankful to hear Ashley admit she needs help…that’s the first step to recovery. And to have Spencer there to lovingly help her through this difficult time in her life is the greatest gift Ashley could ever receive. Superb and creative writing that has woven life, soul and spirit into intriguing and believable characters. BRAVO! PMS

    11. damn ash. i think i felt my heart break when she said, “It scares me so fucking much, Spencer. I….I need help, don’t I?” She looked over at Spencer with pleading brown eyes. “Can you help me?” of course she’ll help you, she loves you. :( i love this story. PMS PLZ!!!!

    12. i have just returned from a two and a half week long trip to a third world country with absolutely no internet service to find 40 pages worth of this story that i hadnt read. it felt as if christmas came early this year. i put off reading harry potter to read this, and harry potter is like.. my guilty pleasure. scratch that. guilty obsession. so that means im dangerusly in love with your fic. so glad to hear that you may be able to update more sooner. please do!!!

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