“Bed…NOW!” she pushed me forcefully away making me stumble back about four steps before catching myself uselessly because as soon as I glanced back up she was flying at me pushing me on to the bed capturing my lips once again in a searing lip lock that left me in heaven.

She quickly discarded my shirt and since I was in only my pajamas my breasts were free for her to see, she stopped her attack glaring down on me with a look I’d only seen in my dreams, gulping I shifted self consciously underneath her trying to hide myself, “Ash?”

Ashley grabbed my hands pushing them away, “Don’t you fucking move!” she growled. I stared up at her wide eyed only to find she herself was taken back on how demanding she sounded. She pulled away grabbing my shirt and handing it to me, “I’m sorry I didn’t mean…I’m sorry,” she sat on the floor.

“Ash?” I replaced my shirt cause no matter how much I wanted it off and her mouth to be wrapped…okay stop think about Ashley right now not your needs. I sat down next to her.

“I’m sorry,” she whispered again.

“Don’t be,” I whispered back unsure on why we were whispering in the first place and how we just went from almost rough and wild sex to quiet talking on the floor.

“But I was mean…”

“No you weren’t, Ash I think it’s this place remember Peter said that our emotions are free here we can’t control it basically have to go with the flow.”

“Yeah but you’re a virgin Spence and your first time should be…I don’t know special with like candle’s and dinner or some shit.”

I chuckled while shaking my head one thing I knew when crushing on Ashley was not to expect romance and I never did, “Ashley I want my first time with you…I don’t care how…and if we are doing this honesty thing I…god you’re going to think I’m so disgusting and weird…”

“No, Spence I can never think that your disgusting.”

“You forgot weird,” I nudged her in the shoulder.

“Nah you are weird so I can’t possibly think you’re weirder now can I?” she laughed at my shocked face but I became serious again real quick.