“But why ash?” click. I couldn’t talk anymore, he wouldn’t get it. All I know was that tomorrow things were going to change.

I missed Roy a lot, he cared about me, he was my best friend. I can’t believe I hurt him like that.

I can’t sleep anymore so I go outside for a smoke. Before I make it outside I get stopped by my dad.

Hey kiddo. He does realize I’m 17 right like really he should get over the whole you’re still my little girl. I’m sure after you kill someone you don’t qualify as a little girl anymore. At least the cops don’t think so.

Hey dad what’s up?

The faster we talk the faster I smoke.

Can’t sleep huh? I knew you’d be nervous about starting school tomorrow but trust me it won’t be bad. You have Kyle and Kyla and I heard you made friends with the nice girl next door.

Did he just say nice? Hot blonde with serious anger issues nice. Ha-ha I wouldn’t call her that but she has a nice ass so I’ll just nod and say yes. Wait did he say school. When the hell did I say I was going to school? I don’t need no learnin foo

When did you sign me up for school dad, I never said I would go! I’m pissed school make me itch, or it could me the crack either or is a fine excuse for my itching. Well I did forget to shower again…

Your mom said you need to go and I agree, one you can’t sit here all day, you will get bored, and two it will keep you out of trouble. Why does he care, I don’t feel like having this convo anymore.

Yeah ok dad that’s great I’m fine I just need a smoke ok good night I’ll talk to you in the morning.

I went outside and who did I see, none other than my sexy sexy neighbor Spencer. I guess she couldn’t sleep either so I went over to say hi.

Couldn’t sleep either horn dog. Did she just call me a horn dog?