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    Goodbye Isn't Always Forever… – (Chapter: Chapter 11)

    Story written on July 13, 2009 by gury13.
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    another chapter. plz rate n comment. :D

    I’m sitting here at work, thinking to my self that this day couldn’t possibly drag on any longer. It’s killing me. I have absolutely nothing to do. I’m about to go home for the day when Heather walks in, informing me that i have a visitor named Jenny Wright. Heather is in for Tanya. Tanya is out sick.

    Spencer: "I don’t know a Jenny Wright."

    Heather: "She says that you are old high school buddies. You want me to tell her to leave?"

    Spencer: "No, that’s okay. Just send her in. I have nothing else to do."

    Heather: "Okay Miss Wright, Miss Carlin will see you." She says calling over her shoulder.

    In walks Ashley. Why didn’t i see this coming? I swear…the only luck i have, is BAD luck. Heather leaves shutting the door and leaving me and Ashley alone to talk.

    Spencer: "Well you aren’t Jenny Wright." I say feeling awkward.

     

    Ashley: "Yea, i know. Sorry about that. I had to give her a different name." She says pointing to Heather. "I wasn’t sure that you would let me in if you knew it was me."

    Spencer: "I would have let you in, Ash."

    Ashley: "Yea, well, can’t really be too sure, right? Especially now. You’ve been like a ghost lately. Ignoring my calls. Ignoring my texts." She says taking a seat in front of my desk.

    Spencer: "I’m sorry, Ash. I’ve just been…"

    Ashley: "Busy?" She cuts me off. I look down disappointed in myself. "Look, i get it. You don’t want to talk to me."

    Spencer: "It’s not that. I just…i don’t really know what to tell you. I wish i did. It would make things so much easier." I’m still looking down. This time focusing on my hands.

    Ashley: "Spencer, i never meant to put you on the spot like tha…"

    Spencer: "But you did, Ashley." I say. This time i cut her off. "How am i supposed to answer to something like that? I just needed some time to think. Some time to breathe. My brain is running crazy with thoughts right now. I just don’t know."

    Ashley: "Share them with me, Spencer." She says scooting to the front of her chair. "I want to know what you’re thinking. I want to know how you feel. I want to know everything."

    Spencer: "I can’t do this right now because i actually have to go." I say making up an excuse. "I have to go see a client. Maybe we can do this another time." I’m grabbing my things now. "Heather over there, can show you out. Heather?!" I say calling out her name, but she’s probably not at her desk right now.

    Ashley: "Spencer, please sit down. Please don’t go. Can we just talk about this? Let me try to fix all this." She says this sounding so desperate and looking so sad.

    Spencer: "Ash, i would really love to talk about this. I…really would. But i can’t…i really have to go. I’m sorry. Bye." I say leaving my office. I just really don’t know what to tell her. But i also can’t keep hurting her like this. I’m not that cruel. I do love Ashley. I really do. But what happens if i give her my heart again and she breaks it…AGAIN? I don’t know if i would be able to come back from something like that. She really did hurt me. I just never want to feel like that again. It hurt too much. I spent months trying to put the pieces of my heart back together again, the heart that she stomped on and tore to shreds. I just wish there was an easier way to all of this. I don’t know what to do…

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    1. ok spence instead of having the little conversation in your head… tell it all to ashley! geez. ok easier said than done but still. great update, can’t wait to see what happens while jackie is away. hopefully some form of communication occurs! pms

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