She sighs. She is quiet for a while and it seems like an eternity has gone by.

Tanya: "I guess you’re lucky that i can’t stand Jackie…" She says and my face lights up. "I love Spencer… She is like an older sister to me. And i KNOW she doesn’t love Jackie. At least not the way she makes it out to be. Jackie can’t even see how unhappy Spencer is. She’s so clueless and so fucking blind. Everything about her is fake. I want the best for Spencer." I nod. "I’m doing this for her. Not for you. Because i know she was happier with you than she has been with anyone else in a really long time."

Ashley: "I understand." I say in all seriousness.

Tanya: "I swear, Davies, if you hurt her again, i will make it my very own personal mission in life to take you down. I’m not even close to kidding." She’s kinda scary. But at least i know that she will always be there for Spencer. That’s a really good friend.

Ashley: "Okay. I promise you that i will never…ever…hurt her again. That i will put her ahead of everything. She will be at the top of my priorities. And i will try my hardes to make her the happiest girl on earth. I swear on my life… I only want to make her happy." She’s silent again. This time she is thinking over what i just told her. Making sure that i wasn’t just talking out of my ass and that i’m for real.

Tanya: "Okay. I believe you. One more thing though…"

Ashley: "What’s that?" I ask getting nervous all over again.

Tanya: "You can’t tell her i’m the one giving you her info. At least not until everything is good between you two aigain… Deal?"

Ashley: "Okay. Okay. Deal. My lips are sealed." I say moving my fingers across my lips as to say im zipping them up.

Tanya: "Good. Let me go get her info for you. " She leaves me alone to get me the information i need that could hopefully and possibly change my life for the better. I love her so much and i really need her in my life. God, i hope she doesn’t freak out when i go to her apartment. I’m terrified of what might happen. Actually, that’s an understatement. I’m horrified and terrified and scared and freaked out, all at the same time. She needs to know how much i love her and need her though. How i’m willing to wait as long as it talkes. And how i’m willing to change and never stop trying. "Okay. Her it is, Davies." She says sticking out her hand with a piece of paper that i can only assume has Spencer’s information on it. But she doesn’t release the paper when my hand goes to grab it. "Spencer is one of my best friends. I SWEAR if you break her heart again, i will literally kill you." I laugh at this, hoping that her last statement is all pure and out of love and adoration for my love and her friend, Spencer. Not evil.

Ashley: "I won’t, Tanya. Thank you so much. This means the world to me. I owe you BIG time."

Tanya: "You’re welcome. Just take care of Spencer."

Ashley: "Okay. I will. I have to go now." I say giving her a BIG thank you hug that she, of course, returned. "Bye."

Tanya: "Bye." She says as i shut the door to her house. God i love Tanya so much right now, but not nearly as much as i love Spencer. Tanya is a really great girl. I will be forever greatful to her for her kindness. She seems really loyal to Spencer. And i love that characteristic about her. Spencer did good in choosing Tanya for a friend. Now i must be off to see Spencer at her apartment.