I pushed her back when I heard the infirmary door bell go off. That meant some one else had just walked in. I think its best that I get changed very quickly. I looked over at Spencer whose cheeks were a deep red. Her breath leaving her body in quick, short pants.

“We can continue back at the cabin if you like Spencer, and I think we should talk about what’s going on between us” I say softly. I don’t want there to any confusion between what we have. And I we really need to talk about the whole Aiden thing. If she wants me then she can have, but Aiden has got to go, before anything serious happens between us.

~*~

Once I fully dressed again, Spencer and I leave the Infirmary. Well we’re half way back to the cabin before Spencer stopped and said that she had left something back at the Infirmary. She shouted over her shoulder that she’s meet me back at the cabin in our room.

I nodded and carried on towards the Pacific’s cabin. Now I’m not naive in the slightest I know full well that Spencer didn’t leave anything behind because she never had anything to leave behind in the first place. So that means she’s gone to Aiden, god knows why and I would prefer not to think about it. I’d be scarred for life by the image of Aiden naked.

~*~

At the Infirmary

Spencer walked through the hut door setting off the jingle of bells. Aiden looked up as Spencer approached the desk. His smile grew when he realised who it was visiting the Infirmary, he walked around the desk and took hold of Spencer in a gently kiss.

“Uh Aiden” Spencer said as she pushed him away gently. All the contact was making her feel uncomfortable. She also thought that contact of any sort might weaken her resolve of what she was here to do.

“Aid we need to talk” As soon as the words left her mouth Aiden started to panic, he had a feeling that this was not going to be the good kind of talk. He had felt that Spencer had been pulling away from him since the campers arrived only a few days ago.

“What is it you want to talk about?” He tried to keep his cool exterior, but the cracking of his voice, showed Spencer otherwise.

“Aiden I’m sorry. You know that I love you, I just don’t think I’m in…” Spencer was about to make the final blow, but Aiden blurted out two words that made her heart stop.

“…Marry me?” Aiden’s face was bright red and his eyes were blurry from the tears that he was trying to hold at bay. Spencer sighed knowing now that Aiden would do anything to keep her with him, but she didn’t love him, she loved another…Ashley.

“Aiden I’m sorry, but I’m not in love with you anymore. Truthfully I haven’t been for awhile. I’m sorry for hurting you I really am, but it’s not fair on either of us, especially for you. You deserve someone that’s going to love you for everything that you are. That person just isn’t me anymore. I’m sorry” Spencer let her tears fall down her cheeks quietly. The broken look Aiden was giving her was scratching at her heart.

Without looking back Spencer left the Infirmary and a very heart broken Aiden behind her. A sudden wave of guilt washed over her because she knew that she was going to be in Ashley’s arms tonight. Ashley would soothe her aching heart, but who did Aiden have? The one person able to heal him was the person who had caused him the pain.

More tears fell as Spencer made her way back to the cabin. It was late when she finally reached the cabin where the Pacific’s slept. Walking through the door as quietly as possible, she noticed that four girls in the main bedroom were fast asleep. Looking a bit closer at Katie’s bed she saw that the shy girl was not alone; Evelyn had curled herself up against the smaller girls back. Smiling Spencer decided to leave them in peace and went towards her room. Towards Ashley. Her possible love.