" Oh God! Fuck…Faster…," her moans finally penetrate the fog clouding my mind. I pick up my pace and pump my fingers into her soaking wet pussy at lightning speed. " Oh… Fuck…I’m so…close," She whispers in my ear as I smother my face in her yellow hair. I pump harder and she trembles underneath me, from both the pain and increasing pleasure. I curl my fingers and press on her clit with my thumb, sending her over the edge.  "FUUUUUUUUCK!!" Fills the dark room surrounding us. Fuck, what have I done? I roll off of her and stare up at the oblique ceiling. I can hear her gasping for breathe next to me. Fuck what have I done? When she regains her breath she attempts to cuddle with me. I jerk out of her grasp, but she doesn’t get the message and still tries to run her cold hands under my shirt.

                                        I grab her wrist and squeeze until she whimpers." Don’t touch me." I feel her nod in agreement so I release her. Turning to flick on  the bedside lamp I stop midway as a feeling of remorse washes over me. Fuck, what have I done? I look straight ahead and mutter an apology into the empty darkness around me. She precieves this as an invitation to come closer and share her afterglow . Quickly I scramble out of the bed, finally snapping on the light in the process. Fuck, what have I done? I adjust to the light quickly, but she’s still blinking her eyes to see. Taking this opportunity I hunt around for my jeans." Baby,come back lets start round 2," she whines at me,rubbing the space next to her. I ignore her and continued on with my search.

                                  At the point where I start to seriously consider just walking out of there in just my boy shorts and wife beater I spot them. She’s dangling them on her nails, "here they are lover." Slowly I look up, and take in the appearance of my latest conquest. I was buzzed and high when I decided to sleep with her, but I’ve quickly become sober. Fuck, what have I done? Realization hits me like a ton of bricks. I know why I chose her now.

                                Her blonde hair. Clearly bleached. Her plump red lips. Collogen. Her blue eyes. Fucking contacts. "Spencer" I breathe her name out like it’s my last breath. " Who the fuck is Spencer?!" the blur yells at me. Shit, I’m crying. I snatch my pants from her claw like fingernails and run.

                                 I stagger to my car pulling on my pants.Numbly I climb in and start the car. Beginning my long drive to…somewhere.

                                                     Fuck, What have I done?