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    Inebriated – (Chapter: Chapter Eight: The Tide)

    Story written on May 12, 2007 by mibella.
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    Story Shortlink: https://www.assertive-maroon-jellyfish.104-250-143-187.cpanel.site/?p=14433
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    And she didn’t even notice, or pay much attention

    As the tide came in and swept her little one into the ocean.

     

    Ashley was also tired.

     

    “Fuck, Spencer, I don’t want to be like this!” Ashley cried. “I want to love her; I want to be the mother I always wanted. But Spencer you don’t understand!”

     

    “Then make me understand!” Spencer’s eyes pleading with her own.

     

     

    [b] And there she is, oh there she is

    A child missing from the beach.

    She was eager to learn,

    To be taught, and to teach[/b]

     

     

    Ashley stood up, “How the fuck can I be a mother to her when I will just turn out like my fucking mother?”

     

    Spencer’s eyes furrowed and she crossed her arms over her chest. “Don’t feed me that bull shit. You can be a good mother. You just fucking neglect your daughter.”

     

    Ashley’s eyes were the ones now pleading, “I’m fucked up Spencer, and I don’t want to fuck her up like my mum did me!”

     

    “Ashley, you’re not her.”

     

    “I don’t care.”

     

    “Is it too much to just love your daughter? Show her that you care?”

     

    “I DON’T KNOW WHAT LOVE FUCKING IS!” Ashley screamed out. Then she froze, looking shockingly at the younger girl. Spencer let her hands dropped and her face calm. Ashley sat back down and looked at the girl. Her eyes sad. She wanted to cry, but she didn’t. She couldn’t cry anymore. She whispered, “I don’t know how to love.”

     

    “Ashley…”

     

    “No, I don’t know! I was always ignored by my mother. I was always treated like I wasn’t wanted. I wasn’t wanted, and I knew that I wasn’t wanted. My father was off on tour and I lived with my mom.” Ashley put her head in her hands and continued. “She hated me and I knew it. She treated me like shit. I was just a disappointment to her. She let her boy friends abuse me, use me, and she hated me.”

     

    [b] But the sad thing

    Is that she was never knew what it felt like to be loved

    Due to neglect from their mother

    Who was bed ridden by her ex-lover,

    And she didn’t even notice, or pay much attention

    As the tide came in and swept her little one into the ocean.

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    2. YAY! YOU POSTED! I KNEW YOU WOULD! I PURPOSELY WAITED UNTIL YOU DID! AWESOME UPDATE! I FEEL SO BAD FOR ASH BECAUSE OF WHAT HER MOTHER PUT HER THROUGH…HOW ANYONE COULD TREAT THERE CHILD LIKE THAT IS BEYOND ME. I AM GLAD THAT SPENCER IS THERE TO HELP HER..MAYBE NOW ASHLEY CAN BE THE MOTHER SHE REALLY WANTS TO BE, INSTEAD OF THE REPLICA OF HER MOTHER…AND HOPEFULLY SPENCER WILL BE ABLE TO TELL ASHLEY ABOUT HER TROUBLED PAST..MAYBE FROM THEY WILL FIND SOLACE IN EACH OTHER, AND BE ABLE TO HELP ONE ANOTHER THROUGH THEIR DARKNESS…ONLY TIME WILL TELL…AWESOME UPDATE…CAN’T WAIT TO READ THE NEXT ONE…AWESOME AWESOME JOB…PMS..ASAP

    3. Whoa…Ash won’t turn out like her mum, she has Spence now. I’m glad I waited up, wasn’t disopointed in the least mate. Well, it’s off to la-la land, great post. And cheers mate.

    6. YAY! YOU POSTED! I KNEW YOU WOULD! I PURPOSELY WAITED UNTIL YOU DID! AWESOME UPDATE! I FEEL SO BAD FOR ASH BECAUSE OF WHAT HER MOTHER PUT HER THROUGH…HOW ANYONE COULD TREAT THERE CHILD LIKE THAT IS BEYOND ME. I AM GLAD THAT SPENCER IS THERE TO HELP HER..MAYBE NOW ASHLEY CAN BE THE MOTHER SHE REALLY WANTS TO BE, INSTEAD OF THE REPLICA OF HER MOTHER…AND HOPEFULLY SPENCER WILL BE ABLE TO TELL ASHLEY ABOUT HER TROUBLED PAST..MAYBE FROM THEY WILL FIND SOLACE IN EACH OTHER, AND BE ABLE TO HELP ONE ANOTHER THROUGH THEIR DARKNESS…ONLY TIME WILL TELL…AWESOME UPDATE…CAN’T WAIT TO READ THE NEXT ONE…AWESOME AWESOME JOB…PMS..ASAP

    7. Whoa…Ash won’t turn out like her mum, she has Spence now. I’m glad I waited up, wasn’t disopointed in the least mate. Well, it’s off to la-la land, great post. And cheers mate.

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