Hot beat, cold sweat
Thoughts slippin’ under
Can’t fight, no threat
Cause there’s just no use
One look no hesitation
I’m slippin’ into you
Forgive these eyes
These lips are chasin’
No time to waste on an invitation
My shame, my self control
Has suffered enough
And everybody wants to be loved

But if I can’t have you
If I can’t have you
Then I don’t want anyone
I don’t want anyone
If I can’t have you
Then all the damage has been done.
Baby
We can break these rules
If you wanna have some fun
If you wanna have some fun
Think of all the love that you would lose
If I can’t have you (If I can’t have you)
If I can’t have you (If I can’t have you)

By the end of the song im dancing around singing the lyrics im not a huge Kelly Clarkson fan but this song is perfect for me and Ash, I don’t want anyone else but her. As I do my final spin of the song I notice Glen standing at the door trying to contain his laughter.

“There’s the car keys, tanks full Kelly” he says breaking out into a fit of laughter

“Oh shut up” I say embarrassed. “but seriously thanks for lending me the car” I say with a genuine smile.

“No prolem baby sis anything to get you your girl, but seriously don’t dance and sing like that or it will be over before it even starts” he says leaving my room laughing, I roll my eyes at him and shut my door.

Looking at the clock I realise that its 20 past 5, I am picking Ash up at 6 30, I run into my bathroom quickly turning on the shower, undressing and jumping in knowing that I don’t have too much time, I wash my hair quickly. Washing my body with the honey body wash that gives me that one of a kind scent. I turn off the shower wrapping a towel around my body and walked into my bedroom.

I set out my dress and underwear on my bed get out my phone and text Ash.

Spencer Txt:     Hey gorgeous just thought Id see hw u r b4 the big date? Hoping       

                        ur as excited as I am, c u in a while member im

                        Pickin u up at 6 30 luv Spence xxxxxxx

Not more than a minute later I got a reply.

Ashley Txt:       Heyyy u, Yeh im gd thanx babe, im really xcited, im wearing a

                        Green dress I wasn’t sure wot 2 wear so I went 4 tht lol, ill c u

                        At 6 30 xxxxxxxx

After replying telling her that the dress would be more than fine, I dried my hair and put some loose curls in it, pinning back my bangs, put on my make up I went for the natural look but with dark eye make up to make my eyes stand out. I pulled my underwear on and put on my bra pushing up my breasts taking a quick look at myself in the mirror (well don’t you scrub up well) I thought to myself, I walked over to my bed picked up my dress and pulled it over my head letting it drop down my body.

“okay ready to go” I say exhaling a breath I don’t know why im so nervous its Ash it will be fine, I think to myself as I pick up her flowers, my cell phone and car keys and head out of the door ready for my date. After saying my quick byes to the family and picking up the picnic basket from the kitchen I head out of the front door and the air hits me it’s a warm night perfect for a beach date I thought to myself.