i was over at spencer’s house all night. we had a good time went to a movie then dinner. i was on my way home when i thought about all the things spencer does just for me, all the little things, and all the things i did to her. now thinking about it it was so selfish why would someone stay with some one like that? although i know spencer is in love with me she deserves better., much better than me. i called spencer and told her to meet me at grey tonight.

"alright cool, see you later baby!" spencer said with joy.

"yeah later"

 i know i sound rude but i can’t stand it if she’s not going to open her eyes to see she deserves better. 

it was about 8 and i was just getting ready, trying on pretty much everything in my entire closet. i was on the last out fit and decided it was good enough spencer was waiting for me. i pulled up at her house and just as i thought she was outside waiting.

"how long were you waiting?"

"oh not long about 3 minuets. i just didn’t want to stand my mom. shes so freaking annoying i just want to slap her for tlaking about you all the time."

"well its ok just let is slide spence."

"okay whats up with you?, your never so forgiving to my mom especially. and you sounded funny after i talked to you eairlier."   "spencer, you’ll find out later."

"okay what ever you say."

we pulled up to grey’s and it just so happened it was kareoke night..YAY i thought, not i wanted to sing to spencer but not in front of a bunch of people and now there were going to be even more, well this is important that i do this for her maybe it will open her eyes.

we were sitting about 3 rows from the stage.

"hey i’ll be right back." i got up and headed for the stage.

"up next ashley davis." ugh why do people always get my name wrong?

"its davies but anyway here i go."  

i started singing