“What is wrong with me,” Ashley sighed rubbing at her eyes.
“There’s nothing wrong with you Ash,” the blonde whispered rubbing the rocker’s back comfortingly. “You’ve been hurt so many times it’s almost as if you expect nothing but the worst to come out of a situation.”

“I know,” Ashley breathed out. “It’s just … when I heard about Kyla. I kept telling myself that everything would be alright but … all these thoughts of my father came back to me and …” Her words dissolved into another onslaught of tears.

“Shh,” Spencer calmed cupping the rocker’s cheek. “It’s okay Ashley.”

“I hate feeling like this,” Ashley sighed. “Kyla could’ve died and I never once visited her when she was in a coma and she could’ve died Spencer. I would’ve never seen my sister again.”

“This is hard for you Ash,” the blonde replied. “You’ve been through a lot.”

“And you’ve been there with me through it all,” Ashley said grasping Spencer’s hand. “You’re my strength Angel and I wouldn’t be able to get through all of this without you. I mean it. I love you.” The rocker whispered sincerely.

The blonde blushed lightly. “I love you,” Spencer replied quietly giving the rocker a kiss.

Ryan and Aiden walked over to the couple. The bass player cleared his throat, “Um Ash, I’m sorry to interrupt-”

“No it’s fine,” Ashley said wiping any remains of her tears away.

“Kyla wanted to see you,” he continued.

“Alright,” the rocker breathed out as she stood up.

“Is everything ok,” Ryan questioned.

“We’re good,” Ashley assured.

Spencer stood as well and took hold of the brunette’s hand, “Do you want me to come with you?” She asked gently.

“I’m fine baby,” Ashley replied kissing the blonde’s cheek. “Thank you.” Letting out a calming breath, the rocker slowly made her way towards Kyla’s door. With a shaky hand she opened the door.

Kyla looked up from her magazine and smiled. “It’s about time!”

Ashley grinned as she occupied the seat next to her sister’s bed, “Sorry it took me awhile,” she apologized.

The short brunette waved her off. “Ashley please tell me you’re not having an affair with Kristen Stewart,” she commanded crossing her arms over her chest in a scolding manner.