I was rummiging through my closet this morning looking for a video game that aiden had left here and i found it and when i turned around looking at the case i had got hit in the head with a bag of old vieo tapes that had fallen off the shelf of my closet and when i picked it up i ralized it was one of the many bags of tapes from when me and spencer were together and i decided to watch one so i just randomly took one of the tapes and put it in my camra and watched the tape and it was one when me and spencer were just spending some alone time together at my house when nobody else was here.

i was watching all these old videos laughing and crying remembering old times and then i came to the video when i first told spencer that i was in love with her all i could do was smile at that video. that was also the first time we ever made love to one anoter. that was the most amazing night of my life and i know it was for her to because she told me it was.

okay so here i am 19 years old and with a guy i don’t even love well i do love him but only as a friend i am going to break up with him because i just can’t keep living this lie i have got to get a hold of spencer and at least tell her i still feel the same way i did when we were in high school.

Kyla. Ashley Ashley Ashley
Ashley, what Ky?
Kyla. guess who is comeing back
Ashley, Casper?
Kyla, no spencer is comeing back

this is is this is going to be my chance to beable to see her and tell her i am still in love with her

Ashley, you can go out now kyla

She left and i just about jumped out of my pants i was so excited she was comeing back. no matter what i was gonna get my girl back. i was gonna get MY SPENCER back no matter what it takes to do it.

My heart will ALWAYS AND FOREVER BELONG TO SPENCER CARLIN