“Clay thank you so much, I thought that everyone was going to hate me, that’s why I started dating Aiden. I thought everyone would be happier with that,” she laughs a little “it’s just like me to make sure everyone is happy even though I’m a big mess.” She says as she starts to pull away from the hug and reaches up to wipe the tears away. “Spence, I’ll be happy when you are, it breaks my heart when you’re anything but,” he says as he too wipes his tears away.” I’m gonna try, with Ashley, but I’m so scared about what Mom, dad, and even Glen are going to say or do” she tells her brother while trying to hold her tears from falling again. “Dad will understand and as for mom and Glen, well., we’ll cross that bridge when it comes.” Clay says as he hugs her again, he pulls away and looks into her blue orbs. “Now go and don’t worry I’ll cover for you when I get home.” he says as he nods his head towards Ashley’s car.

Spencer turned her head to glance at what her brother was nodding to and sees the car of the girl she wants and loves. She looks back and gives Clay one last hug and quick kiss on his cheek. She smiles and steps out of the car and heads toward the spot under the pier. As she gets closer, she sees Ashley and can’t help but feel her heart race at the fact that she’s going to be around her and that she’s going to try no matter what.

Ashley is sitting in the sand with her knees to her chest and her arms around them. She’s so deep in thought and is startled as Spencer sits next to her. ‘God she’s so beautiful’ Spencer thinks to herself as she glances at Ashley. Ashley just smiles as she catches her eyes in hers. “Hi” she says and Spencer just melts, it’s been too long since she’s heard that sweet voice of hers. “Hi” Spencer replies back, “How are you?” Ashley looks to the crashing waves in front of her “The truth or do you just want me to say I’m Ok when I’m really not?” Spencer just looked down “Sorry Spence, I just got a lot going on right now and-” “It’s Ok” Spencer says as she cuts her off “I know” Ashley laughs “Do you really? I mean come on Spence, your living the perfect little life with Aiden and your family accepting your relationship. While me, I was just left to be alone and hurt. Like always, but hey it’s Ok, I understand, but it’s hard for me” Spencer eyes start to well up and tears just stream down her face as she looks at Ashley trying to see where she’s going with this. “So that’s why I wanted you to meet me, so I can tell you first that…” She sighed as she turned to Spencer with tears in her eyes “I’m leaving for good and you can be happy and I can just forget all this pain.”

‘What No!!! She can’t not now, not when I’m here to tell her that she’s the one I want to be with. Why?’ she thought to herself now letting sobs out. Ashley stood and Spencer followed her lead. “I want you to know that I love you and probably will for the rest of my life, but I know that if I stay I won’t be able to go on. So Goodbye Spence.” and with that she started walking to her car. Spencer just stood in shock as she was watching the love of her life just leave.

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