Ashley’s POV

Spencer was the love of my life.

I have loved her for my whole life. She claims that she loves me over and over again, but everytime, ‘hypocritical’ I think that’s the word to describe her, she would do things that sabotages this relationship…at least to me, it was. I was always her second choice, her rebound…I can never be the person I wanna be in her life. I tried, really hard. At times I would think, why would I wait for her for my entire life when I mean nothing but a stupid 24/7 rebound to her, but I never failed to find different excuses when I question myself.

Until today, I’ve ran out of excuses for myself to be there for Spencer. Secretly, I’ve done all I could over the years to get her to where she is, I will still help her in all possible ways if it concerns her carreer. I know how important her carreer is to her…but she doesn’t know how important she is to me.

The cruel reality overwhelmed my delusional self, no excuse could cover that.

So, today is the day that I will remember for my life. Today is the day that Ashley Davies gives up on Spencer Carlin.

5 years ago….

"Ashley! Wakie wakie! I wanna tell you something uber important!" Spencer was yelling into my left ear and jumping on my bed like a 6 year old kid on Christmas.

I didn’t mind that, infact, I really loved the non-existent lover’s bond we have. She was never really scared of doing off bondaries stuffs with me…if you know what I mean.

"Spencer…just give me 5 more minutes okay…" I know I said I loved it, but I’m just too tired to entertain her at the moment. I’m a woman of my words, thus, 5 minutes later, she can bring all the shits on and I’ll settle them for her, without hessitation. Just not now. I need my beauty sleep and there is a reason why they call it ‘beauty’.

"But Ash….pleaaaasseeee…..just for a while okay? I swear I’ll tuck you in and give you loads of kisses after I tell you this!" She said followed up by some whining moans, god…they sounded so good, and she was literally shaking the living hell out of me, lets just say that it is not the best feeling on earth.