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    Past Perfect – (Chapter: 4-For the Worse)

     

    She grabbed the mic, “Definitely.”

     

    I sat down on my stool and adjusted the microphone. Then I grabbed my guitar and began strumming through the opening chords. Then I took the opening verse.

     

    I’m strong, but I break.

    I’m stubborn, and I make plenty of mistakes.

    I’m hard, and life with me is never easy to figure out, to love, I’m jaded but I’m so lonely.

    All you have to do is hold me

    And you’ll know and you’ll see just how sweet it can be

    If you’ll trust me, love me, let me, maybe, maybe

     

    Kelly joined me for the next verse, adding a sort of depth to it.

     

    Someday when we’re at the same place,

    when we’re on the same road,

    when it’s okay to hold my hand without feeling lost.

    Well I know all the excuses,

    when it’s just because

    You love me, you let me, you need me, maybe, maybe

    All you have to do is hold me

    And you’ll know and you’ll see just how sweet it can be

    If you’ll trust me, love me, let me, maybe, maybe

     

    I let her take the next verse.

     

    I’m confusing as hell.

    Yeah I’m north and I’m south.

    And I’ll probably never have it all figured out

    But what I know is I wasn’t meant to walk this world without you.

    And I promise I’ll try,

    I’ll try to give you every little part of me.

    Every single detail you missed with your eyes.

    Then maybe, maybe, yeah maybe, maybe

    One day, we’ll be together you’ll need me, you’ll see me completely.

    Every little thing, you’ll need me, you’ll love me, you’ll love me

     

    We took the closing verses together. I loved the way that it sounded.

     

    I don’t want to be tough,

    and I don’t wanna be proud.

    I don’t need to be fixed and I certainly don’t need to be found.

    I’m not lost, I need to be loved, I just need to be loved.

    I just want to be loved by you and I won’t stop cause I believe that maybe yeah maybe

    Comments

    1. NO!!!!! VERY BAD ASHLEY! Spencer doesn’t show you some attention so that makes you cheat on her. Did you ever think that maybe she’s just busy at home with your daughter? No one is better than Spencer. When will you realize that? Or I could be wrong and Spencer could be up to no good too at home but I doubt it. What was Ashley thinking? Oh who am I kidding? I love the drama. I’m glad you’re back with this story.

    2. ok, so im so glad u updated… but wat the hell???? y? wats up with spence an wat was with ashley being more into kelly than spence.. cuz.. nuh uh, i understand being pissed an having it be a comfort thing only… but comparing them an finding kelly better… dont really like that… post soon, i really have to know wats up

    3. ok it took me 3hrs to read all the chapter from the begining of this story. i can’t believe that you had ashley cheating with kelly, i undestand that she didn’t talk to spencer but that gibes her no right. i hope that she realize that she f!@ked up. you should of had spencer surprise her. hurry and pms

    4. Oh hell NO! I just caught up on “Past Revisted” and this one. I can’t believe Ashley is willing to jeopardize her relationship with Spencer with another woman…mainly Kelly. I know Spencer shouldn’t have cut Ashley out of her life but there is no reason for infidelity. You don’t do that to your wife…no matter what the reason. Spencer started acting strangely that day Aiden showed up at the bookstore. I think Spencer may have some fear that she’s not willing to communicate at the moment. Anyway, Ashley is on my shit list right now… Please don’t make us wait any longer for an update…

    5. NO!!!!! VERY BAD ASHLEY! Spencer doesn’t show you some attention so that makes you cheat on her. Did you ever think that maybe she’s just busy at home with your daughter? No one is better than Spencer. When will you realize that? Or I could be wrong and Spencer could be up to no good too at home but I doubt it. What was Ashley thinking? Oh who am I kidding? I love the drama. I’m glad you’re back with this story.

    6. ok, so im so glad u updated… but wat the hell???? y? wats up with spence an wat was with ashley being more into kelly than spence.. cuz.. nuh uh, i understand being pissed an having it be a comfort thing only… but comparing them an finding kelly better… dont really like that… post soon, i really have to know wats up

    7. ok it took me 3hrs to read all the chapter from the begining of this story. i can’t believe that you had ashley cheating with kelly, i undestand that she didn’t talk to spencer but that gibes her no right. i hope that she realize that she f!@ked up. you should of had spencer surprise her. hurry and pms

    8. Oh hell NO! I just caught up on “Past Revisted” and this one. I can’t believe Ashley is willing to jeopardize her relationship with Spencer with another woman…mainly Kelly. I know Spencer shouldn’t have cut Ashley out of her life but there is no reason for infidelity. You don’t do that to your wife…no matter what the reason. Spencer started acting strangely that day Aiden showed up at the bookstore. I think Spencer may have some fear that she’s not willing to communicate at the moment. Anyway, Ashley is on my shit list right now… Please don’t make us wait any longer for an update…

    9. Ok…so! I’m like a die-hard Kelly fan and I love Spashly! I usually get mad when people ass a third peerson to spashly… but I gotta say I FREAKIN LOVE THIS!!! Kelly and Ashley are soooo hot together! if it were anyone else I would say nooo BAD Ashley! but I just Freakin love kelly! so I’m all for them together! PLEASE POST MORE SOON!!!!!!

    10. Ok…so! I’m like a die-hard Kelly fan and I love Spashly! I usually get mad when people ass a third peerson to spashly… but I gotta say I FREAKIN LOVE THIS!!! Kelly and Ashley are soooo hot together! if it were anyone else I would say nooo BAD Ashley! but I just Freakin love kelly! so I’m all for them together! PLEASE POST MORE SOON!!!!!!

    11. *sighs* Ashley, Ashley… does she not understand the word “committment”? Does she not realize that even though you may be attracted to other people, you are not supposed to go for it?! Committment doesn’t mean that you are blind, it means that you choose whole package (love and hot sex with Spencer together!) over just random hot sex. Oh Ashley, you know Spencer deserves better… great update.

    12. *sighs* Ashley, Ashley… does she not understand the word “committment”? Does she not realize that even though you may be attracted to other people, you are not supposed to go for it?! Committment doesn’t mean that you are blind, it means that you choose whole package (love and hot sex with Spencer together!) over just random hot sex. Oh Ashley, you know Spencer deserves better… great update.

    13. Ok I totally agree with everyone in the department of “what the hell Ashley”. But what is Spencer doing not talking to her wife for three weeks, she talks to her PA but not her, not even to tell her how her daughter is doing. Maybe she is busy but a 5min call is never too much to ask for! Anyway thanks for posting, looking foward to more!

    14. Ok I totally agree with everyone in the department of “what the hell Ashley”. But what is Spencer doing not talking to her wife for three weeks, she talks to her PA but not her, not even to tell her how her daughter is doing. Maybe she is busy but a 5min call is never too much to ask for! Anyway thanks for posting, looking foward to more!

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