Spencer was in my grandmother’s bathroom straightening her hair, when I walked in and began bushing my teeth furiously. She looked over at me, with a confused look on her face

“What’s wrong with you?” she asked

“Nothing.” I said angrily at her. But again it was all fake. I wanted her to see me; I wanted her plain and simple.

“Ash tells me.” She repeated again

“Nothing…I’m fine” I explained as I continued brushing my teeth.

She stood there and turned her head in the mirror to look me in the eyes. I don’t understand why I do things like this; I don’t even know when I decide to do it,

“I know your lying; I can see it in your face.” She starred at me with an eyebrow raised. Knowing who I was around her, I kept a straight face, and thought of something, something so pathetic and stupid it makes me want to die, just thinking about something so wrong that I told her was wrong with me.

“Fine…I have an eating disorder! Happy now?” I said as I walked outside and lit up a cigarette. She came out not to far behind me, and took the cigarette from my hand and inhaled it herself.

“This is why you’re sick, you not suppose to some on an empty stomach!”

I put my head in my hands and then reached for a new cigarette, she started yelling at me a telling me I didn’t need to be smoking. So I just threw the pack down my shirt, knowing she wouldn’t dare to search for it. After arguing for an awhile and old friend named Aiden called. He and Spence dated when they were 16 years-old. The story was Spencer broke it off with him after a fairly long relationship, but Aiden never got over her. He called to ask her if she wanted to attend a race with him. Great another person I’m up against just to get this one girl. I can’t believe all this bullshit has to happen to me.

She leaned over from, the phone and looked me right in the eyes. I was once again lost in her. Nothing but the sound of the ocean was flowing in the background. She waved her hand in front of me trying to get my attention but I couldn’t move. I was stuck in her. My new favorite color was her eye color. they were so blue, almost as a deep Atlantic ocean blue, mixed with a hot summer days baby blue sky.