so my name is spencer carlin and i’ve been in love with my best friend for over a year now, but i can’t tell her coz she will freak out coz she is like super straight. But i feel as though i can’t contain these feelings anymore but i don’t want her to hate me. I have to tell someone or at least push these feeling to the back of my mind until i can find the ritgh time to either tell her or just act upon these feelings.I mean at the moment i’m using every exuse just to be close to her but her boyfriend always seem to ruin a good moment between us but god only if she knew.

spencers p.o.v

RING RING

"hello" i breathe into the phone. "spence are you busy" she say but i can tell sometings wrong she isn’t her happy cheery self , "ash what’s wrong?" i ask lnowing full well that it has something to do with aiden. "nothing"she lies "ash i know your lieing so please tell me your starting to scare me a bit" i say with a hint of worry in my voice.

"i..it’s aiden he has locked me in the house and i know he’s going to come back drunk spence i’m scared i don’t know what to do." oh my god what do i do this wouldn’t be the first time this has happened but i never really did anything to help her, but this is the last straw it’s time to take action. But i must have been silent for some time ecause i can hear her shouting my name "SPENCER!!!" "huh what" god damn me and this stupid spacing out"ash hang on i’m coming to get you your coming 2 stay with me."

"spence wait no if he see’s you here while he’s drunk he will flip" then i hear a noise in the background shit he must be back i got to get her. Then what i hear next was something so horrifying that it could possibly make a grown man cry.

"aaahhhhhhhhhhh aiden get off me" after those four words were spoken there was a loud *THUD* so i ended the call and ran as fast as i could to my car and sped off.

The ride to ashleys was a massive blur as i was go as fast as my car would take me, when i pulled up outside i could hear the love of my life even though she doesnt know it yet screaming for help but i dont think the neighbours are in. I ran up the driveway and tried the door ‘shit’ i thought to myself as it was locked, so i ran over to the window without a care in the world i punched it as hard as i could *smash* i felt the skin on my knuckles rip to shreds as it came into contact with the glass. After i had climbed through the window i looked around and their was no sign of ashley or aiden, but their was blood drips leading towards the stairs so i followed them, i could feel the sick rising up my stomach as the amount of blood increased.As i reached ashleys bedroom door i prepared myself for the worst, i opened the door and i couldn’t beleive my eyes as i saw……..