I probably shouldn’t of pushed my luck showing a possessiveness that’s not rightfully mine towards Spencer. Ashley looks severely pissed, I see a blur of movement as she launches herself towards me. I try blocking her but I’m unsuccessful.

She claims her ownership of Spencer. I grunt out my reply though clenched teeth. I finally get an advantage over Ashley causing her to fall back on the couch. We’ve attracted a crowd but I don’t let this stop me. I’m breathing heavy as I hear Spencer yell out.

“STOP IT, BOTH OF YOU.” She comes towards me holding my hand in her gentle ones. Just her touch is enough to calm me by several degrees. She turns towards me Ashley but she returns her stare to me.

BIG MISTAKE

I’m so distracted by Spencer’s touch that I didn’t see Ashley rushing towards me. My body collapses on the ground with the air knocked out of me. She’s on me, her fists closed she punches me. I block my self the best I can. I hear moans of pain, and it takes me a few seconds to realize that these sounds aren’t coming from someone else but from me.

I hear Spencer, I can’t hear her clearly but her motions make it clear what she’s trying to say. I do hear her say stop.. I can’t stand to see Spencer cry, it’s breaking my heart to know it’s because of me that she’s crying. I provoked this, and for that I hate myself. I’m so goddamn selfish, so selfish. No wonder no one likes me except for my looks. I’m ashamed myself. I squirm under Ashley until I’m able to flip our position.

I try to get her to calm down we need to stop this. If only for Spencer. That’s when I look up towards Spencer my arms still restraining Ashley underneath me. My plea falling on deaf ear. Spencer is pale I see her taking shallow breaths she bends over her hands on her knees and in seconds falls to the ground.

“SHIT.” I release Ashley from my grip and rush towards Spencer.

“SPENCER!!” I cradle her face in my hands and that’s when I notice it. I turn my head quickly towards Ashley.

“Ashley she’s not breathing!!. I say frantically.