"Would you mind if we make a quick stop at the cemetery." I had been dreading to ask Catherine if she would mind.

"No of course not, no problem."

"‘cos ehm… I really wanna see Amy’s grave. I haven’t seen it since I left and I always drove by when I came here. I ehm… ‘cos ehm I don’t want to forget her."

"Sara? Stop rambling!" Catherine said while she placed her hand down on my thigh.

"I… I wasn’t rambling." She said while she stared at the street in front of her. "Okay, maybe I was just a little."

"Sara, you’ve had your relationships in the past and I’ve had mine. There is nothing to be ashamed of. I understand, I go and see Eddie’s grave every once in a while, that´’s more because of Linds. But hey I never heard you complain about it, so why would I?"

I smiled back at Catherine. She was the greatest person I’d ever met so loving and caring.

We got out of the car and I bought some flowers at the little flower shop across the street. Ten white lilies just like I always did. I slowly walked up to the gates of the cemetery. Catherine was holding my hand to reassure me that she would be beside me no matter what. I stopped in front of a white stone.

Ameilia Rose Jameson

15 – 5 – 1971 ~ 20 – 11 – 1988

You’ll always be in our hearts, our little angel

“Everyone thinks that it was an accident, they don’t know what really happened. Family and friends they have all been lied to. Amy’s parents and brother they all keep this image up about how much they miss her.” I said while I pointed at the gravestone.

I knelt down in front of the stone and placed the lilies on the grave. A tear slid down my face as I remembered the afternoons that we spent together thinking about the future. We would go to the same college and university so that we could be together. We thought about becoming roomies so that no one would suspect anything. We could do whatever we wanted. She was so full of life, and so beautiful.