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The Architecture of Falling… – (Chapter: A Wonderful Life…)
“Before we…before anything happens you have to let me know something.”
“Anything,” I answer quickly, surprised all over again by the words tumbling out of my lips.
“Tell me that you’re ok…that maybe something changed for us this morning.”
“Yeah, of course. Of course.”
“How?”
“How…like, what do you mean, ‘how?’”
“Just what I said. How are things different?”
“This morning wasn’t easy for me. It’s not very often I feel comfortable or safe enough to let my guard down like that. But for whatever reason I felt really, really safe with you and so…I guess I trusted that you wouldn’t judge me or expect…I don’t know, Ash. I don’t know how to explain it.”
“No, no…you were fine,” she responds with a pleased smile.
“Really?”
“Really.”
“Good.”
She averts her eyes suddenly, and we’re quiet for several moments, bodies still pressed together border to border.
“What’s going on in your head?”
“Everything…nothing.”
“Don’t be so cryptic. It’s not fair.”
“It’s not fair?” she replies, letting go of a small chuckle.
“Yeah, you want me to tell you everything. It’s not fair that your secrets get to stay your secrets and mine don’t.”
She nods, staying silent a second more before finally speaking, “I’m going to miss you like crazy, Spence. I don’t know how I’m going to be apart from you. Like…like, how do…so I just go on like nothing ever happened? Like you were never here and we never…”
“No, we’ll talk on the phone and we’ll see each other whenever I come home from school and…”
“I guess you don’t get it.”
“I get it, Ash, but there’s only so much I can do about it. I’m in school and you’re here. It’s just the way it is.”
She doesn’t say anything. She simply slides my hand back down and leads my fingers until they’re inside her.
I’m not sure what she really wants, but my fingers move instinctively so the decision about what I should do becomes a forgotten one.
But her eyes are wide.
And her mouth is silent.
And her body is still.
Everything’s wrong with the way she’s reacting.
“I can’t do this without you here,” I say quietly, “I think it might even be illegal.”
She’s in no mood for light joking.
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id be pissed to are you kidding me if my sister and best friend fell in love and the didnt even have the audacity to tell me I’d be pissed
love it!!!!!!!!!! PMS!!!!!
yay! great update and i’m glad your going to update daily though sad you’ll be on a roadtrip and we’ll miss you for a while. well anyway have a nice roadtrip hope it’s fun.
The way you wrote everything amazed me…
id be pissed to are you kidding me if my sister and best friend fell in love and the didnt even have the audacity to tell me I’d be pissed
love it!!!!!!!!!! PMS!!!!!
yay! great update and i’m glad your going to update daily though sad you’ll be on a roadtrip and we’ll miss you for a while. well anyway have a nice roadtrip hope it’s fun.
The way you wrote everything amazed me…
wooo whoo first comment. lol. that was intense. but finally kyla says something. i get the feeling that she thinks that spencer wants more but ashley doesnt but really its the other way around. hmmm. anyways killa update :)
wooo whoo first comment. lol. that was intense. but finally kyla says something. i get the feeling that she thinks that spencer wants more but ashley doesnt but really its the other way around. hmmm. anyways killa update :)
Ok, I don’t really understand why kyla’s mad. Is it the fact that Spencer and Ashley kept it from her or did she find out about it happening in her bed, what? Anyway, I love this update, but then, I love all these updates because this story’s just so friggin AWESOME!!! So hurry and PMASAP!!!!!!
Ok, I don’t really understand why kyla’s mad. Is it the fact that Spencer and Ashley kept it from her or did she find out about it happening in her bed, what? Anyway, I love this update, but then, I love all these updates because this story’s just so friggin AWESOME!!! So hurry and PMASAP!!!!!!
Ohh la la..great update, I love that Ash wasnt too scared to call Spencer on being in love, and if your going to do it during sex is prob the best time..and Kyla, that was the perfect way for her to say something..just like a little sister..pms pleaseeeeee!
Ohh la la..great update, I love that Ash wasnt too scared to call Spencer on being in love, and if your going to do it during sex is prob the best time..and Kyla, that was the perfect way for her to say something..just like a little sister..pms pleaseeeeee!
oh no okay someone needs to go up there and do damage control and that last line where ash said that she knew spencer loved her even though she couldn’t say it was really great.
oh no okay someone needs to go up there and do damage control and that last line where ash said that she knew spencer loved her even though she couldn’t say it was really great.
i love how you ended this chapter. I hope u knw ur my favorite writer on this site and i look forward to ur every other day posts. Have fun with ur roadtrip!!!!!!!!!!!!
i love how you ended this chapter. I hope u knw ur my favorite writer on this site and i look forward to ur every other day posts. Have fun with ur roadtrip!!!!!!!!!!!!
wow intense. love how ashley knows that spencer loves her. spencer don’t you know it’s hard to hide your real feelings from someone you are being intimate with that often. (smile). And kyla. I want to know what she knows and how she knows. so interesting. maybe she came home sooner than they thought. oh yeah and you can’t let spencer leave in a week. my heart is already breaking! loved your update. can’t wait to see a chapter everyday!
wow intense. love how ashley knows that spencer loves her. spencer don’t you know it’s hard to hide your real feelings from someone you are being intimate with that often. (smile). And kyla. I want to know what she knows and how she knows. so interesting. maybe she came home sooner than they thought. oh yeah and you can’t let spencer leave in a week. my heart is already breaking! loved your update. can’t wait to see a chapter everyday!
I loved the way Ashley laid her heart on the line and told Spencer that she was in love with her. Even though Spencer couldn’t say it back, her actions spoke louder than words. I had a feeling that Kyla knew what was going on between her sister and her best friend. Wow, the plot thickens and I’m loving every amazing moment! You never cease to amaze me with your beautiful writing style that continually captures my heart and my emotions, and keeps me wanting more. Incredibly perfect chapter! PMS
I loved the way Ashley laid her heart on the line and told Spencer that she was in love with her. Even though Spencer couldn’t say it back, her actions spoke louder than words. I had a feeling that Kyla knew what was going on between her sister and her best friend. Wow, the plot thickens and I’m loving every amazing moment! You never cease to amaze me with your beautiful writing style that continually captures my heart and my emotions, and keeps me wanting more. Incredibly perfect chapter! PMS
I love this fic. Ummm I get why Kyla’s mad. Spencer and Ashley need to come clean…but now it’s forced honesty (which means nothing to the person your telling)…ooh i dunno, just PMS please!
I love this fic. Ummm I get why Kyla’s mad. Spencer and Ashley need to come clean…but now it’s forced honesty (which means nothing to the person your telling)…ooh i dunno, just PMS please!