So today i tell Kayla and tomorrow i will call Ashley and ask her to hang out that seems pretty easy right? who am i kidding ahh what am i going to do! i was so lost that i didnt even realize someone was in front of me when Boom! i fell on top of someone ouch that had to hurt.. as soon as i open my eyes to apologize "Falling for me already?" AH im on top of Ashley good thing no one is around during this break everyone is by the cafeteria " you wish Davies actually i should be saying that you are always around me" yea Spencer show some confidence woo! " oh yea then why are you still on top me?" damn she knows me so well "hey when i say that you are beutiful i mean it in every single way" aww she is so adorable and im still on top of her "that was a lilttle random" wow way to kill the moment Carlin " just trying to be sincere.." aw she looks a liltte hurt " oh Ash only if you knew i think that you are the most amazing adorable gorgeous person I ever met" there you she is smiling again man that smile i want to kiss her so bad right now and yup im still on top of her ‘aw baby i love you" WOW WOW did she meant that should i say it back? is this a friendly love you or a i love you lets be together love you ? STOP MESSING WITH MY MIND what shold i say! um ahh quick quick say something you muffinhead! " i love you too gorgeous" wow wow not that! you mean it but thats to fast take it back ahh idiot!… then she started getting closer omg is she gonna kiss me? now she is two inches close to my lips "Spencer" oh man it sounds so good when she says my name like that is so sexy yet so sweet ‘yes Ashley?" i can feel her breathing now " you are crushing my boobs!" AH now that was just MEAN! then we both got up and i couldnt help but be upset for that "spency poo you mean alot to me you know that" with that she gave me a quick kiss on the cheek and left leaving me there with the biggest smile just with a simple kiss like that i still cant beleive she said i love you to me i have to find out what she meant by that this weekend I have too!

Later me and Kayla went back to my house "so spency what did you want to talk about?" oh this is it here we go "K im just goin to say this and please dont judge me you know your the only one i trust enough to tell this too and i really dont want you to feel weird around me.. K.. um Im.. Im bb Im bi.." i cant beleive i said now she is just looking at me but i couldnt figure out what she was thinking " oh So thats why you always wanted to watch playboy and not playgirl you kinky girl!"… "Shut UP! that is so not true you know that never happen when have we even watched porn together?" well there was that one time i accidently put on playboy while we were sleeping over my grandma’s house but that a totally different story.. and yea my grandma and grandpa have playboy tv.. dont ask me why. i dont even wanna know eww!! "haha except for that one night at your grandmas haha but seriously spencer i really dont care who you with boy, girl whoever as long as they make you happy and you are in love thats enough for me your my best friend and i will support you no matter what" wow this girl is amazing what a best friend really "you dont know how much this means to me k i love you! thank you so much" i just had to hug her " and hey i love you so much too sweetie i know you would do the same for me and hell i admit girls can be so hot sometimes i wouldnt mind experimenting" wow too much info k "wow only one person is coming out today k you will have your day dont worry haha whenever you ready you know who to talk too" the rest of time we just talked about everything and of course Ashley..

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