Everything is just a big blur one second I’m at my house with spencer about to have one the best nights and the next I’m at the hospital holdinga bag of ice on my head it was pounding and I could bearly remember what happen… after spencer came downstairs, kayla tried going up to her I got so scared that I just tried to grab kayla however as soon as I touched her she turned around and smashed the tequila bottle on my head after I have no idea what happen I block-out.. When I woke up and saw spencer on the floor passed out Kayla was gone and there was a mess it seem like a fight had just happen..I could of died I didn’t protect her I broke my promise she was hurt… I been sitting here crying my eyes out not knowing what is going on.. Spencers parents are trying to find out but the doctors won’t say anything.. What that hell did kayla do to her and where that fuck is she? How could she do this to spencer oh god spencer sweetie please oh please be okay! Finally the doctors came out to talk to us “is she going to be ok? What’s wrong wit her? What happen? Please tell me she is doctor!” I was nervous scared angry “what is her condition? Is my babygirl going to be okay?” paula asked “well this is really hard to explain mrs and mr Carlin but miss Carlin received a several hit on the head causing her to pass out and well because of this they might a possibillity she lost part of her memory, I’m really sorry however hopefully with time they eventually come back but also there is a possibility they could be lost forever.. As of now she has woken up and she is been asking for her parents” we were all in shock I couldn’t believe it I was scared and I could see the pain in all of our faces we all knew this was going to be tough…
I waited outside while spencer’s parents were in there with her.. I admit it I never been this scared of my life why does this keep happening to us, just when everything was going so perfectly my baby my poor baby.. When Paula came out her expression wasn’t good something was going on and all that I wanted to was to see my gorgeous girlfriend….
“how is she Paula?”
“I.. I don’t know she is bearly talking”
“But I can see her now right?”
“I don’t know Ashley I don’t think it would be the best idea for her to see anyone right now..”
“Paula please I know she needs me please I need to see her!”
“ok Ashley but please be careful”
“I wouldn’t even try to ever hurt Paula I’m soo sorry.. I’m sorry I didn’t protect her”
“It wasn’t your fault hun it wasn’t your fault”

It was my turn to go see her.. I walked through some white hallways full of rooms when I got to her door I froze my body was numb my skin was pale my head was pounding and my heart was beating faster by the second.. I finally pull myself together and open the door, once I went in she locked eyes with me.. She look so innocent and defendless laying on the hospital bed .. Her face expression was confusing it was like she didn’t know who I was, I went up to her and tried to hold her hand but she immediately pulled away “who are you?” right then my heart shattered, part of me died…