"haha Bye beutiful and yes you love my sense of humor cuz sometimes it can be true" I love everything about you my love

After that conversation I couldnt be happier i love her soo much I need her.. Its going to be so hard to be "just friends" tonight

Ashley’s POV

After that night I felt like a little bit of the person I used to be came back the person that i loved because it was a better happier version of me.. an Ashley with a Spencer! Im just glad we decided to take it slow.. starting something new right there after all that happen wouldnt have to be to good i wanted to respect Kayla and make things easier for Spencer and I.. feel comfy around eachother like we used too .

Couple of days after that I barely saw Kayla she was busy getting things out of the house searching for a new place to be I try telling her she didnt had to leave so soon that we could handle sharing the place till she finds somewhere good for her but she just responded with an "I wouldnt be able to deal with so much Ash I need time" and I understood her.. I was going to miss Kayla after all we had a good time together and I do love her always will.. just like a best friend though.. she has such a big heart always giving so much away expecting nothing on exchanged I just really hope soon with time we all get to be friends and hard as that sounds.. and of course I want her to find someone that deserves her.

It was friday and Spencer stil hasnt called me I’m dying here I just want to see her so bad my heart desires those blue crystal like eyes and even though I cant be with her as much as I liked too, being her friend is enough for me for now because no matter what this time I WILL end up with Spencer! just on cue my Phone rang..

"Beutiful speaking" cant help it i knew she would smile after that

"haha you never change Ash" yup I can practically feel her smiling

"Just felt like in the mood and I cant help it Spence you always make me feel like a better me" what can I say she brings out the good in me

"aww getting all mushy mushy all ready my love" ugh Ash come on your are a tough cookie!… gosh who am I kidding her voice only makes me melt

"shut up you know you love it" teasing is always good!

"Nah I pass on that but maybe later tonight we can meet up with two amazing guys that i love.." ouch is she serious? worry levels just went up! how hard did she really hit her head!

"umm sure? but just for you to know im not really into guys nowadays Spency poo" just had to let that out

" sure you are everyone is up for ben and jerry! haha what do you say Ice cream and movies at my place?" wow im embarress for a moment i though…aww she is adorable!

"umm I dont know I was planning of going to this crazy wild party full of sex rock orgy and more sex but hey chillin at your place sounds better than anything!" I’m not a perv I promise she just makes me horny haha

"psh hell screw the Ice cream lets go to the party!" oh hell no the only person she will be having sex with is going to be me… well I hope!

" haha nop! you cant have sex with anyone but m…So I’ll be at your place at 7 sounds good?" phew almost let that out stupid stupid!

"haha wow! aww no party okay okay see you at seven gorgeous and btw i aint planning on having sex with anyone but one special person" awww is she talking about me!

"Dildos dont count as person Spency!" i know she isnt that kind of person but hey I had to say it..

" your not funny you know haha Good bye Ashyyy" she loves me i can tell

"haha Bye beutiful" until tonight!

after that call my smile couldnt be bigger i love her more than ever and tonight we finally get to be together tonight is finally only me and her..and I wasnt going to let anything screw it up!

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