Spencer’s POV

I’m singing at the top of my lungs crying….

Knew you were trouble back then but that’s what turned me on,
It’s all wrong.

she will always turn me on so much when she was such a bad ass

Suitcase of baggage, in her head, she
Screams out, yes and its crazy beautiful
Crazy beautiful.
Tattooed lying on the bed, Don’t
Regret smashing her fist into the wall,
Crazy beautiful,
She’s worth it all.

Ashley is so worth it even after all the problems i been through i will never ever regret loving her

She leaves the ashtray on the bed,
She don’t sense any thoughts inside her head,
She just has to get them out,
Can’t shut her mouth.
She’s like a song that’s in my brain,
But every other lyric says my name,
And I just can’t turn it off,
Can’t get enough.

Why cant i not get enough of you Ashley! I will always love you!

Sometimes something that is not perfect ends up being what you want,
Sometimes she lets me into places where her demons come to haunt.

She’s like an angel that’s corrupted and I’m hanging on to her…

I want you to be mine I dont want to let go please just give me a chance!..

I been listening to the same song for hours now ever since Ashley left and i cant stop..

"OH MY SWEETNESS GRACIOUS SPENCER IF YOU PLAY THAT SONG ONE MORE TIME I SWEAR IM GONNA CUT MY HEARS OFF! YOU MAKING ME EMO!"

"SHUT UP MOM YOU DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT EMO IS! PLEASE IM HEARTBROKEN"

"I KNOW HUNNY BUT CANT YOU BE HEARTBROKEN QUIETLY I HAVE A HEADACHE! I LOVE YOU WITH MY LIFE BUT HUN SERIOUSLY YOU SHOULD TAKE SINGING LESSONS"

"JEEZ MOM YOU MAKE ME FEEL BETTER! "

"SORRY I DONT WANT TO BE AN EMO MOM"

" HAHA LOVE YOU TOO MOMMY! PLUS YOU SHOULDNT BE TALKING ABOUT SINGING! THE NEIGHBOR’S CAT DIED BECAUSE YOU WERE SINGING OUTSIDE!"

"SHUT IT MISSY YOU KNOW THAT CAT ACCIDENTLY FELL FROM THE ROOF AND DIED OF A HEARTATTACK"

"SURE MOMMY WHATEVER YOU SAY HAHA"

once that fun argument was over with I still couldnt forget about that kiss its like i can still feel her lips on me.. god I missed that feeling so much I want to fight for Ashley but i cant do this by myself she has to help me I seriously need a break from all this misery come on at least throw me a bone here!