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~Ashley’s POV~

It is finally Friday and I’m feeling… ok, I guess. Well, not ok ok but I can be better. You see yesterday when I got off at detention I found a note from Spencer on the windshield of my car. It says, ‘Ash, I wanted to go home early. I’m sorry I didn’t wait for you. See you tomorrow. –Spencer’. That was the most impersonal note that I have gotten from Spencer. Before there were like stick figures or doodles of stupid things but this note was really plain and I can’t help but think that I have done something wrong. Ok, you might think that I am reading too much into the simple note. But you are forgetting one key factor here – Spencer is my best friend. Even though we have known each other for just about a year all the drama and shit that we have been through is actually worth a few years. That is actually one of the reasons why I feel abit off today.

And of course there is also the part where I can see Carmen and Spencer acting all coupley. I shouldn’t be jealous. I’m the one who made this happened so this should not bother me. But I just can’t help it. Every time they lean into each other and have a very private conversation I can’t help but feel my blood boil. Argh! Why the hell did I agree to that plan?!

Whatever. I seriously don’t understand Carmen though. She asked… no, ordered me to come clean with Spencer yet she acts intimate with her. Does she want to rub it in? Argh!!!! This is turning out to be one hell of a day. I wish it was night time already. I can’t wait to unleash some pent up emotions tonight at Gray’s stage.