I was finally getting use to this place. My roomie and I actually have a lot in
commen like A love for music, Devoriced parents, a history of Sleeping around
and not to mention we’re both totally hot. She’s smart, sweet, and plays for
both teams too, If youknow what I mean. Deanna amazes me though, She lost
her mom a few years ago, She was killed in Iraq. Yet another devistating lost caused
by George W. Bush and his cockhole ways of handling things. Her dad Walked out
on her family when she was about 4 or 5. He said she was going out after a pack
of smokes and never came back. She has no one and yet she always has a smile
and an optimistic way of looking at life. Even though I like her and could probably
have her, Oddly enough I don’t want her. over the past 3 weeks I fine myself wanting
more of a challenge. The girl I want, for the first time in my life I feel like I can’t have
her. But I still like spending time with my roomie and her friends. Well most of the time.
This not being one of them…..

"No way! I can’t beleave you kissed tyler Bales."One of Deannas air headed friends called out

"I know!" Deanna called out.

"OK, Now who has ever kisses A girl?" Another Girl asked.

"Not me!"

"Me either!"

"I have." Deanna answered.

"What about you Ashley? Ever kissed another girl?" And all the girls turned to me.

"On That note I think I’m gonna go for a walk…" And I quickly walked out the door.

         As I walked down the hall I could hear yelling coming from an open door a
few rooms down the hall.

"I can’t beleive you rodger!" I heard a girl scream.

"It just happend, Maybe if you’d let me touch you once in a while I wouldn’t have
to find another girl!" He hollered back at her his voice growing frustrated.

"Well excuse me for not being a slut!" The yelling grew louder as I approched
the door.

"Whatever I’m done Spencer!" As I finally reached the door a tall dark haired man
shoved me out of the way as he stormed out of the room.

"Um, Ms. Carlin?" I peeked my head into her room."Spencer are you okay?"

"Uh, Yeah" She answered with a sniffle as she wiped her eyes "What do you
need Ashley?"

"Nothing, I was just walking by and Heard yelling, Thought I’d make sure
you were okay?"

"Yeah, I’m fine." I walked in and sat next to her on the foot of her bed.

"You don’t look fine."I scooted a little closer to her "Anything I can do to Uh,
Make you feel beter?" She quickly stood Up.

"No, I’m fine."

"Well why don’t you sit down. Maybe we can talk or something cause my roommate
and her dingy friends ae talking about stupid kissing questions and I’d rather not
have to witness that much stupidity." She laughed and sat back down.

"Yeah, Talking would be nice."

      It was about 2 in the morning when we finally looked at the clock. We had been
talking for hours. It was so easy to just sit there and talk to her. By the time we
noticed how late it was I knew her favorite color, Her favorite food And all about her life
growning up. And yet I wanted to know more.

"Wow, Its getting really late. You should probable go get some sleep."She smiled

"Yeah, I geuss your right."I smiled back. "It was nice though, You know just sitting
here talking to you."

"Yeah, It was."

"Maybe we can do it again?" I asked.

"That would be nice."

"Cool, So I geuss I’m gonna head to bed."

"Alright, Sweet dreams Ash. I mean Ashley."

"G’night Spencer."

           When I made it back to my room, Dee Was aleady Asleep and her friends
had Finally left. I quietly slipped into bed and allowed myself to drift off to sleep with
thoughts of spencer fluttering though out my mind.