Chapter 11

EPOV

WTF, WTF. WTF I closed my eyes and pretended to finish with Jane after ten minutes, I figured it seemed a realistic amount of time.

I went straight to the bowl and noticed Bella’s keys still in there, to say I was over the fucking moon, stars and damn sun would be an understatement I just hoped she would hurry up and give us some alone time together before Jacob and Tanya came out.

I cannot hate Jacob 100% in all honesty, he had brought my Bella to me, for that I would be eternally grateful, but I detested the ground he walked on, for the Tanya situation and also for the way he tricked Bella into joining the group.

Half hour later Bella came out the room with Caius tagging behind her, me and Caius briefly nodded to each other and then he headed off into the direction of his office, Bella came running over and I picked her up hugged her and kissed her as though my life depended on it.

“Caius?” I looked at Bella in the eyes

“He isn’t so bad, in truth he was a little helpful this evening”

“How so?” Because I’d be damned if she was going to say anything that half resembled a compliment about that man.

“Oh Mr Cullen you have your secrets and I have mine” she teased.

“You never did tell me about your plan” she smirked at me.

The plan….I couldn’t in truth tell Bella about the plan as it involved….well it was me being too selfish and causing pain to a lot of people.

I couldn’t do it

I looked into Bella’s eyes

I may have to do it

She smiled at me and I pulled her close to my chest.

Could I live with the fact that I was the one who caused Jacobs and Tanya’s disappearance? Could I ever look Tanya’s family and mine in the eyes again, Could I look at Bella again without loathing myself for being the cause of their deaths?

No I couldn’t and therefore the plan was fucked.

The plan was simple make sure Caius discovered Jacob and Tanya again, the beating was obviously a warning, the next time they would not be so lucky, I was going to get them together one last time, make sure they were taken from our lives so we were free to be together, but I am not a monster, I am not that evil, I couldn’t do it.