I got my answer a couple days later when I saw Ash and him walking together after art, talking, smiling, even laughing as if nothing had happened. I guess that is my answer. I guess I’ll have to see what happens, go with the flow as they say. Maybe I’ll get what I want if I wait long enough. Ok, just because I am in love with Ashley doesn’t mean I am blind to all the other great looking girls in my school. There is this hot looking, Latino girl in my English class named Carmen. She is one hell of a looker, not as great as Ash, but hey I have to talk to someone and since I’m not getting anywhere with Ash I might as well find someone tell Ash can decides if she wants to be with that dude, Aiden. Anyway, back to Carmen, she has this total bad ass attitude that is similar to Ash , which makes her even hotter than before. She wears these short shirts that show off her belly button which is flat, tan, and nicely smooth. The thing is that she really isn’t a bad ass as some my think, her uncle is a cop, no one says curses in her house, and she never gets into trouble. She also has one of the softest voice I have ever heard as if she is afraid to talk to loudly, her voice seems that of an angel, so innocent and sweet, and she is always polite which total contrast with her bad ass look that she wears. There is something about her, I spend time just looking at her, and there are times where she looks back at me, and we have staring contest that I have to break so I can listen to whatever my teach is telling me. This goes on every English class, which is every other day. So, maybe I’ll hang with Carmen till Ash is free.

Geometry, god I hate it! There is this one guy that will not leave me alone when I am trying to listen to the teach. He is a little big, wears a jersey everyday even though he isn’t on a team, Latino with black hair, named Kelso. Sure, ever now and then I like to talk but not throughout the class period. He writes like the weirdest notes in the world. Like for instance, I talked to him during the class period, and the next day he sends me this note during geometry: