Spencer POV

Wow, what else is there to say. Wow wow wow.  I have never felt anything like that ever before.  Were just standing here looking into each others eyes, til she looked away all of a sudden.

“Whats wrong?”

“You, we just kissed” She seemed that she was starting to panic.

“Ya and it was great”

“No no no you your with Aiden, we were just friends”

“I can fix that, this, you and me, ive wanted this so much more for so long”  I reached for her trying to get her to face me.

“Your engaged”

“I don’t want to be”

She looked toward me with tears in her eyes “Then why Spencer why are you!? I know I havnt said anything about how I feel about you either but why did you even agree to marry someone you love?”

“Because there is more to it…”  It was my turn to look away now.

“What could there possibly be huh what? You don’t love him there is nothing more to, you don’t marry someone you don’t love.” She was now yelling at me.

I turned back toward her, “Ash, I love you, but I have to be with Aiden.”

“No no you don’t have to be, is it because your scared to be with another girl is that it?”  She suddenly softened her gaze at me. “is that it Spence, cause if it is we can get through this together.”

“No that’s not it, I could care less about that, look at me look at me closely more than you ever have looked at me, im different, im..” I started to play with my hands and look at the ground, in a small whispered voice I said, “im pregnant”

She stared at me for a minute surprise all over her face.  “how long”

“3 months?”

She stared at me longer I think she was in shock.

“Why didn’t you tell me?” she said barely loud enough for me to hear her.

“I couldn’t I couldn’t”

“What do you mean you couldn’t,” anger started to kick in and then she started yelling “you can tell me anything, ANYTHING”

I didn’t know how to handle this to much came out today to much I had to get out of here.  I just turned and walked away, not even Aiden knows im pregnant.  I guess I should have told her sooner but at least I did end up telling her.  I continued to walk away obviously Ashley wasn’t following me I knew I messed everything up I messed my whole life up, I didn’t know what to do I really do not know what to do.

Ashleys POV

I guess perfect moments don’t last long.  I don’t even know what to think about what she told me.  One minute I am absolutely the happiest ive ever been and the next everything just turned, she saying she will leave Aiden then she is saying she cant leave him then shes pregnant oh my god she is pregnant.  Why, she don’t even love the guy yet she is pregnant with his child that means she sleeps with him, ugh, bad thought don’t even wan to think about that.  But Spencer she’s my best friend and no matter what I do it wont change that I love her, she’s just confused right now, she came to me told me, she must need me.  Ill just have to put my feelings aside and help her out right now.  Then we can see where we stand after that.  I went to turn back to Spencer and she was gone, crap where did she go.  I scanned the beach to see that she was no where in sight, I must have been quiet for a long time crap, now I have to find her I don’t want her to do something stupid because she is mad.