I walked back to my car looking around as i did so hoping to find Spencer, she couldnt of gone that far in the small amount of time that had passed.  As she approached her car she saw he hunched over figure as i got closer i saw the blonde locks falling over her face that was also buried in her hands.  I slowly approached her, "spencer" She didnt say anything so i went and sat next to her.

"Spence" i repeated. "come on look at me"

She looked up with her tear stained face and i just reached over and pulled her into a hug. I whispered in her ear "i thought you left"

"How would i leave, you drove"

"Oh, oh ya…i forgot that minor detail"

"why are you being nice to me? I thought you were mad at me?"  She looked into my eyes with a questioning look

"No not mad just shocked i didn’t know how to react i just wished you would have said something to me sooner."

She looked down, "im sorry"

"Its okay, i mean, what else there to do, can’t change it now, we just have to move on right?"

"Ya…no one but you knows though i dont know how to tell anyone else." A tear fell from her eye

"You have to Spence, no matter how hard it is you just have to get it out, get it over with."

"I know, i know…im scared, are you going to help me?" She looked up at me with pleading eyes i could tell she was scared and didn’t know what to do.

"Of course, im always here for you." i kissed her on the forehead

"Look Ash about earlier…" she looked away

"It was great spence, but"

"But, i knew there was a but"

"But we need to figure out what is going to happen with you before we can figure out what is going on with us, but know one thing, im always here not going anywhere, i havnt in 2 years i can wait longer.  I want you spence ill wait for you to figure out your life and ill be by your side just please dont let me down please dont…"

"ya i guess your right, i need to talk to Aiden and see how he ends up reacting to the whole situation i know he told me once that he never wants kids…" she stared straightfoward pondering the outcome of telling Aiden "what if he wants me to get an abortion, i mean, i can’t do that…."

"You dont have to do anything you do not want to do, and dont forget that."

"Okay, hey can i stay the night?"

"You dont even have to ask"

We both sat there for a few more minutes in silence, i grabbed her hand and pulled her up into a hug for a few seconds before i said "come on lets get out of here" we got into the car and went to her house so she could tell her parents where she would be and where she could get some clothes.  After she got approval and clothes we headed to my place it ws about 6 in the afternoon and starting to get dark.

SPENCERS POV

When we got to Ashleys i felt so exhausted from all the emotions and crying today, "do you mind if i take a nap"

"go for it, you no where my bed is im gona make us some dinner, or rather order in some dinner, chinese okay?"

"sure come get me when it gets here alright"

I went up to her room and changed into my shorts and wife beater, soon i would start to need differnent clothes i was fully showing yet but i was getting close to it.  I crawled into her bed and let my thoughts take over.  I can’t believe that i told her i love her and that im pregnant all in one day.  Im glad she is supporting me through all this though i dont know what i would do without her, i know that if i do anything else to hurt her though she might not be here anymroe il just make sure i take care of things and make sure those things involve making her happy.  Oh man i kissed her that was amazing so amazing ive never felt so happy in my life i cant wait to get to do that again i could spend the rest of my life kissing her, i sure hope i get to was the last thought that passed through my mind as i fell into a peaceful sleep.