“oh my god” my friend said coming up to me

“what? what happened?” I asked her wanting to know about the gossip

“you can totally hate me for telling you this, but Ashley’s totally hooking up with Becca Campbell in some tent outside” she told me “don’t be mad at me…”

“I’m not mad at you…” I told her kind of pissed off “are you sure?”

“uh yeah someone totally saw them go in there together now all you hear is like a consistent moan” she told me

“ew gross” I replied “okay I’m so over this” I told her

“you want to go?” she asked

“yeah…” I told her then we left the party and drove back to my house and sat in my bed all night just talking about everything

“well…are you like jealous?” she asked me “I don’t mean that trying to sound harsh…”

“no I know you’re not…” I told her “…I’m not jealous just disappointed I guess…”

“do you miss being with her?” she asked

“I did…I mean if we were going to date again we’d need to rebuild everything…” I explained “…when we were together I mean you know we were on totally different pages with our relationship” I said

“yeah…I know we had plenty of conversations talking about it” she said making me laugh a little

“but yeah I think if that’s what she wants…the non committed thing then she should go with Becca, because I really loved her and she just shot that to hell” I said

“yeah but you’re better off now…you guys were the most dysfunctional couple like ever” she said laughing “…plus I was always afraid to go by my locker after school because you and Ashley would be fighting or making out…so I kept my books in Kyle’s locker” she told me and I started laughing so hard “but I like Kristin…if that counts for anything”

“no it does…” I told her “…I just, I don’t know sometimes with Kristin everything is so by the book you know what I mean?” I asked her

“yeah, but you have fun…” she added and I nodded

Too bad these stupid memories kept coming back and biting me in the ass. I hated seeing Ashley around school because she was always following Becca around, or Becca was always around her. They had all these stupid pictures together on Facebook and it pissed me off so much. But anyways, all hell broke loose the night of Kristin’s prom when she kept trying to control me because I had “too much” to drink…