we – suck – we – suck
when i say "we" you say "suck"
we – suck – we – suck – dick

play that record backwards
it's a message from aaaaaawwwwww
play that record backwards
and go go gogogogo 

 It was an unknown number but I decided to answer it. "Hello," someone said. Whoever was talking had a very familiar voice. "Do you know who this is?" I knew who it was but I didn't want to believe it. I sucked in a breath of air trying to keep from breaking down. "James how did you get this number?" I tried to keep my voice steady but I failed miserably. "I just had to talk to you Bella," his voice cracked,"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry Bella I… I never meant to hurt you." HIs voice cracked and he sounded like he was about to start crying any moment now. 

He can't do this to me! I can't do this right now! I wanted to throw something. "Please James don't do this." I tried to hold in my tears but they started to slip from my eyes. "Bella please I…I need you!" I pictured him with tears in his beautiful eyes falling down his perfect face and cascading down his well toned chest. I pictured a disheveled James brocken and depressed. I remembered the happy times I had with him. When we would kiss shocks would run up and down my spine and when I would see him I would be overwhelmed with happiness. "Bella I've changed I went to those classes you wanted me to go to and my anger is under control and I havent had a drink since the day you left!" He sounded so desperate and I knew my resolve was quickly breaking and I wanted to hang up but I knew I couldn't do that to him. "I got an after school job and I I'm back on the football team." 

I heard a cracking sound in my ears like a signal in my brain I would've laughed but it wasn't funny my resolve broke. "James it'll be ok you remember where my dad lives right?" I heard him suck in some air right before saying," Yeah in Forks right?" His voice was not stable at all and he sounded like he was struggling to talk. "Yeah that's right." Why don't you come here when you get the chance…maybe we can start over." I knew the words weren't a lie once they left my mouth I knew I would give him a second chance. I was shocked to find that I was always planning to.