Chapter 13

The next morning Aiden shook me awake before he left.  I just walked into the guest room to see that Kyla must have gone home once Aiden got up.  I just decided to take a quick shower before I went for my run because I smelled like alcohol still from last night. 

After I got out of the shower, I just changed and ran downstairs to get my ipod.  Once I was ready I just thought it would be better to run for about an hour or so at a slower pace because I hadn’t run in about two weeks from my depression.  I’m not going to lie…I was still thinking about what Aiden had said to me about Ashley, but now I’m not so confused or angry…just more like apathetic because I didn’t even know how to deal with any of it…I was tired of having Ashley consume my thoughts…and that’s all I thought about when I ran. 

About ten minutes into the run I realized I forgot to check my phone when I woke up…I guess it would wait until I got back because I think I might just text Ashley to see how she is…or maybe I won’t…I’ll make my final decision after my run once my head is a little clearer…so I just let the music fill my brain and try not to think of Ashley.

I got home an hour and a half later to see Clay and Chels cleaning up breakfast.  Glen still isn’t up…he normally gets up around 3 the day after he drinks.  I just talk to them for a couple of minutes, and they said they were going to see an early movie and then apparently someone called this morning for a last minute purchase of one of Chelsea’s painting so they were driving it to San Francisco so they wouldn’t be back until tomorrow sometime later. 

“Hey guys…what’s up?” I ask as I walk into the kitchen. Mmmm….eggs and bacon, I love breakfast.

“Morning Spence, what got you out of bed so early?” Clay asks as he puts some dishes in the sink…Damn.  I missed the food, oh well.  I can eat lunch after I take another shower…after not showering for a while you start to miss it…haha.